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Paralysis
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Perfectionism leads to procrastination which in turn leads to paralysis. I am now in that paralysis mode with regards to my relationship. I am an inherent perfectionist. So, with that said I am looking for perfection in my relationship. Perfect to me is not the perfect one......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-08-17 23:39:06 |
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depression
relationship
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Pathetic
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Here is my deal, and it was aided by the fact that I saw an Army commercial. "We don't only give you the strength to get over, we give you the strength to get over yourself." I, since the death of my mother, have not been able to deal with my emotions. I was eleven......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-08-22 00:52:28 |
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Emotions
Feelings
Fear
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About the relationship
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Dear M,
My mife, who is split up with me at the moment, and I have had troubled childhoods to say the least. Her father was a man that encompassed all the negative things that a parent can encompass sans the physical molestation or rape. But he was physically abusive,......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-08-23 00:03:25 |
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relationship
neurosis
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Self Worth
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Dear M,
Tonight I will inquire about my self esteem. What is it to be proud of oneself? What does it take to be proud? For me the only options I once had were to rely on the praise of others. My sense of self worth festered in the compliments and appreciation of......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-08-24 00:40:02 |
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self esteem
self worth
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Feeling
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Dear M,
This is the begining of a long journey in which I am to discover my feelings again. Now, let me clarify some things here. I know when I am sad and when I am happy. I know what emotions are, but the distinction lies in how I feel when I am these certain......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-08-25 00:51:45 |
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feelings
emotions
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Feelings Continued
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Dear M,
This is a continuation of last nights topic for the time being which was my feelings. How am I to discover the truth of how I feel when I am emotional? I would like to expound on an idea I had last night that stuck out to me. And that idea was the fact that when I......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-08-26 00:15:47 |
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emotions
feelings
self esteem
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The List
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Dear M,
At last I have arrived at the list. This is the list of things of which I need to improve upon as a person, as a man, and as a boyfriend/husband.
-Self esteem: Defining myself through my own actions and not through others' opinions of me
-True Feelings: the need......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-08-27 01:04:00 |
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Lists
Change
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Her List
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Dear M,
After last nights list of things that I need to better myself on, tonight I am going to make a list of things that I need from the relationship if I am to be able to continue until eternity.
-Trust: I need her to trust in me completely. I need for her to not......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-08-28 00:58:02 |
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Lists
Wants
Needs
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Just effort Scale
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Dear M,
Tonight I do not have much time so I will make this short. Today was a good day today at work. It started off very poorly though because I was miserable and home sick. But I got over myself and dealt with work. All day I got walked on by a fellow......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-08-29 01:04:25 |
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Effort scale
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Evaluation
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Dear M,
Well, I have to get up in four hours because tonight I short change for work so that I go from working noon to midnight to working midnight to noon. I work six hours from six to noon and then am off until midnight then work a full shift. Sucks, but this is my......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-08-30 00:06:39 |
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evaluation
effort
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