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Freedom
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Dear M,
My entire life has been dictate through my own inabilities to function within society. Through the heartache that was my past, I have lived in fear of the unknown. A fear that has debilitated me long enough. I fear the pain that my heart once felt from events in my......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-09-19 07:54:30 |
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freedom
inner strength
fire
cleansing
healing
history
fortress
walls
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Freedom
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Dear M,
My entire life has been dictate through my own inabilities to function within society. Through the heartache that was my past, I have lived in fear of the unknown. A fear that has dibilitated me long enough. I fear the pain that my heart once felt from events in my......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-09-19 07:54:28 |
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freedom
inner strength
fire
cleansing
healing
history
fortress
walls
heart
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Freedom
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Dear M,
My entire life has been dictate through my own inabilities to function within society. Through the heartache that was my past, I have lived in fear of the unknown. A fear that has dibilitated me long enough. I fear the pain that my heart once felt from events in my......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-09-19 07:50:24 |
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freedom
inner strength
fire
cleansing
healing
history
fortress
walls
heart
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So Easy
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Dear M,
The question tonight is easy. Why is it so freakin easy to handle Ragen when we are upset at each other than when we are in the, "good times?" Why is it that when we are fighting I can talk to her freely as I wish to do so, and feel free to express emotion and......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-03-04 02:31:16 |
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emotions
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Truth of Intent Explicit Content
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"Virtue is the celebration of life and of love, the acceptance of others and the desire to grow toward goodness, toward a better place. It is the absence of pride and envy, ...Read More
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Posted on: 2008-03-02 14:00:23 |
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Emotions
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Dealing with Feelings Explicit Content
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Hello, it has been an awfully long time since I have posted but I have been making strides in the right direction in this life of mine trying to gain control over myself so that I don't continue to hurt the ones I l...Read More
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Posted on: 2007-12-10 12:14:33 |
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frustration
pent up
anger
feelings
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Three Points Explicit Content
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Dear M,
I came to a conclusion last night in my thought experiments up alone in my room in my little notebook. It all looks like chicken scratch but from it all I have figured something out. ...Read More
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Posted on: 2007-10-11 11:58:51 |
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control
self esteem
loss of control
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Fight
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Dear M,
I use you tonight to collect my thoughts about what is going on in my life and in my relationship. I have self destructed to the point where if I don't understand what is really going on in my relationship then she is going to leave me. She wants nothing to do with......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-10-10 23:42:57 |
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fight
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anger
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Numb Continued Explicit Content
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Dear M,
Tonight is a continuation of two nights ago when I was dealing with my communication problems to the world and with Ragen. I focused mostly on Ragen, and that is where I want to pick up at...Read More
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Posted on: 2007-10-04 00:38:37 |
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communication
relay my fears
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