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| I can't breathe. |
I mean I actually can't physically breathe properly.
It's been like this for days now, I think I'd better get that checked out.
On another note, I'm getting exceedingly more and more glum about how things are going. More than anything recently, I have been trying my hardest to open up more and stop being so confusing and secretive.
This, of course, I am not enjoying. The mere thought of anyone knowing me or thinking they know me annoys me. Even if I showed the world what I was thinking and feeling, they would still never know me.
I'm just one of those people that aren't meant to be known. It's just how the world is. Nevertheless, I am trying. My first step was admitting my feelings to numerous people, not in the "I have feelings for you way" just telling people how I was actually feeling at the time.
Needless to say, this left me feeling let down.
I've decided that to continue being happy in my life, I must carry on the way I have for the past eighteen years. No commitments. No strings. No hurt. No lies. No animousity and certainly no one person that can make you feel all over the place.
That's probably the most annoying thing recently though. I'm not going into it, but it has annoyed me to the point where I can't even form words to express my agrovation.
I hate people. It's simplistic and avoids any means of complications.
People are self-obsorbed imbaciles that care about nothing if it excludes them from the equation.
What annoys me more is drama.
Especially couple's drama.
Jesus, if you're having that much trouble then end it and stop announcing your problems to the world on Facebook, not only is it pathetic, but no one cares. Honestly.
Anyway, I'm bored of ranting on now and I would quite like a cup of tea.
So this is it.
Err....
-End.
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Posted by Jesss_x0 on 2009-11-02 20:09:45 | Rating: | Views: 14
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