Oh boys..So what do I do? What can I say? My brain is overstuffed and it's giving me a lot of heachaches and irritation.I don't really.. know where to start.

Robin and I are fiished. It hurts to even think his name, but I need to move on.
And that's just it. Am I moving too quickly? I'm afraid I'm going to hurt or get hurt again. I don't know how much hurt I can handle.

I met Mick. I didn't really think much of it until now. I think Im rapidly starting to get attached. He's such a sweet guy, but I'm still unsure of him. We started out on the wrong foot and I'm trying to push it behing me but it's hard. and now after telling him that I wasn't a very jealous person (which at first because i didn't care as much) but i'm already starting to tense at the fact that Jessica wants to spend time a lone with him and he has a bunch of cute female friends. ahhh.. but i can't talk. i have close male friends that i hug and glomp.  so i'm trying to think of it like that..and think that if he really does like me everything will be fine. I can't worry about untrsuting this early. how uhealthy is that? Give the benefit of the doubt. you can't stop people from doing what they want to do. Thnk of it as their loss..
I just need to take a breath and relax. There's a long road ahead and i can't sit here and worry about other girls.
Things will be alright. ^^
I have to keep going forward.