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Just another sad story
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I wont let this go. I will bring it up in future conflicts and I will make you suffer over it as I will suffer. Or at least that is what I have done in the past. As much as I am hoping I will be able to work on that not happenings I can't say I'm very optomistic in saying it wont happen.
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Posted on: 2008-06-02 00:47:45 |
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sorry
goodbye
the end
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The road is broken
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I don't handle stress properly. I can't take this stress.. That berseker that I thought was gone is coming back.
It sucks. I'm losing myself again.. and quickly.
and i'm shutting down. I'm shutting down faster than I thought I would. I'm turning mentally cruel as a defence mechanism......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-06-02 01:03:32 |
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stop
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hi
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If I wasn't such an idiot and thought things through, perhaps Germany wouldnt have been so bad.
I was so retarded the entire time I was there. I was no fun what-so-ever. I talked about nothing. I fellt utterly shy the whole time I was there and completely awlward. In a sense I ruined you ever......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-06-02 02:31:38 |
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weird
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dear friend
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Brigette,
This is really cliche, but I think you need to be reminded.
Sharing secrets, complaining, crying, talking about problems. No matter how busy we are, we always have time for eachother-that's what friends are for. A support system, a pillow. A true friend, even if they don't have all......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-06-03 23:40:25 |
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dearest friend
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cant handle the pain
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I'm going crazy again. I can feel it. It's not a fun feeling. I want to go on a destroying frenzy and just trash shit. Anyshit. Trees, cars, people, ornaments..just destroy it all..Some crazy psycho rampage down the street. Like a berserker. I want to slam my head into a wall untill I pass out. I......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-06-23 14:37:54 |
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going psycho
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