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cant handle the pain Explicit Content
I'm going crazy again. I can feel it. It's not a fun feeling. I want to go on a destroying frenzy and just trash XXXXX. Anyshit. Trees, cars, people, ornaments..just destroy it all..Some crazy psycho rampage down the stre et. Like a berserker. I want to slam my head into a wall untill I pass......Read More
Posted on: 2008-06-23 14:37:54 |  Rating: | Views: 30 | Comments: 0 | Tags: going psycho 
dear friend
Brigette, This is really cliche, but I think you need to be reminded. Sharing secrets, complaining, crying, talking about problems. No matter how busy we are, we always have time for eachother-that's what friends are for. A support system, a pillow. A true friend, even if they don't have all......Read More
Posted on: 2008-06-03 23:40:25 |  Rating: | Views: 35 | Comments: 0 | Tags: dearest friend 
hi Explicit Content
If I wasn't such an idiot and thought things through, perhaps Germany wouldnt have been so bad. I was so retarded the entire time I was there. I was no fun what-so-ever. I talked about nothing. I fellt utterly shy the whole time I was there and completely awlward. In a sense I ruined you ever......Read More
Posted on: 2008-06-02 02:31:38 |  Rating: | Views: 43 | Comments: 0 | Tags: weird 
The road is broken Explicit Content
I don't handle stress properly. I can't take this stress.. That berseker that I thought was gone is coming back. It sucks. I'm losing myself again.. and quickly. and i'm shutting down. I'm shutti ng down faster than I thought I would. I'm turning mentally cruel as a defence mechanism......Read More
Posted on: 2008-06-02 01:03:32 |  Rating: | Views: 59 | Comments: 0 | Tags: stop  pain 
Just another sad story
I wont let this go. I will bring it up in future conflicts and I will make you suffer over it as I will suffer. Or at least that is what I have done in the past. As much as I am hoping I will be able to work on that not happenings I can't say I'm very optomistic in saying it wont happen. The......Read More
Posted on: 2008-06-02 00:47:45 |  Rating: | Views: 32 | Comments: 0 | Tags: sorry  goodbye  the end 
road to recovery
So I use the terms "Berserker" and "broken' a lot when I describe my personality. I believe it's the perfect word to describe me. And I'm not saying this in any Emo way what so ever. But tonight dispite the horrible situation I was facing, I felt good about myself. Because......Read More
Posted on: 2008-05-28 03:20:38 |  Rating: | Views: 32 | Comments: 0 | Tags: healing 
Feelings?
Oh boys..So what do I do? What can I say? My brain is overstuffed and it's giving me a lot of heachaches and irritation.I don't really.. know where to start. Robin and I are fiished. It hurts to even think his name, but I need to move on. And that's just it. Am I moving too quickly? I'm......Read More
Posted on: 2008-05-11 22:32:33 |  Rating: | Views: 29 | Comments: 0 | Tags: nottt 
Waking up to a BLACK TONGUE
man i ended up being sick for a whole week and had to take time off of work. This morning i almost died. I woke up and went to the bathroom and my tongue was black. I was like "ZOMG!! I WAS HIT WITH THE BLACK TONGUE OF DEATH" I honesly thought I had this nasty black, hairy tongue......Read More
Posted on: 2008-02-22 04:14:44 |  Rating: | Views: 230 | Comments: 1 | Tags: black tongue 
Rick Rolled
http://youtube.com/watch?v=eBGIQ7ZuuiU&feature=related "The whitest man with the blackest voice" -someone on Youtube. So true tho. LOL I LOVE YOU RICK ASTLEY. LOL. PURRR...Read More
Posted on: 2008-02-15 03:54:33 |  Rating: | Views: 54 | Comments: 0 | Tags: Rick astely 
Joke: What's the diff b/w a drunk and a stoner?
Joke: Jenn:"Whats the difference between a drunk driver and a stoner?" Jess:"What?" Jenn: The drunk drives thru the stop sign..and the stoner waits for the STOP SIGN to turn GREEN!" Jess: ROFLZ! Bloopers: ***I had just bought some CornPop cereal* Jess:......Read More
Posted on: 2008-02-15 03:19:24 |  Rating: | Views: 97 | Comments: 0 | Tags: bloopers  jokes  dorky 

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