It really pisses me off that everyone expects me to have picked the college i want to go to already.  i'm only a junior.  i have friends who are seniors and still haven't decided on their schools.  My mom is like, "so, what school are you going to?" um, HI.  sixteen years old.  My grandparents are all asking me what are my school colors.  Which i reply to with navy blue and white.  Then they are surprised to see that my university and high school have the same colors.  ummmm.

i feel so much pressure to choose THE university right now.  i know it's stupid to do that.  they all just want an answer.  my mom tried to persuade me to live at home and go to pierce today.  i started to cry.  that would be living hell.  even if i don't end up going to college, i will no way in fuck live in this town for one more second after required. 

off to find a college to answer my families questions for now.