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"Closer to my dreams
I’m goin’ higher and higher
I ain’t gonna sleep
Some times you just have to let it go (Let it go, let
it go)
Leaving all my fears to burn down
Push them away so I can move on..."
-Goapele


I couldn't sleep last night. My body was tired, but my mind was swimming in reflection.

I've been playing this malicious game of figuring out who I am for a very short time now. I've started to try to step back from myself to see how I'm reacting to a situation and why I'm reacting as so. I seem to only overanalyze myself and it just drives me insane.

This journey is turning out to be more exhausting than the blueprint I originally imagined.

A list of what I do know of myself:
*I know that I do things for others without expecting anything in return.

*My response to anything is instant... I have no filter. That is bad at times and I know I should take the time to think before spewing.

*I'm not very good at taking compliments. Instead of saying "no" or "whatever"... I should respond with "thank you".

*I don't call my family nearly as often as they call me. I should make time. Seriously.



T
o be continued...


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    Posted by Jenn21ifer on 2008-07-16 15:13:28 | Rating: | Views: 35
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Family shamily:P That one I won't touch with a pole and leave up to you.

Again I get an image from your words..this image of a young woman with her hair in a ponytail and some sort of hip hop outfit with suspenders doing a lil dance with a digital clone on the screen next to her til the image gets frozen and she checks herself(mirror image) out...taps the screen til it flickers with static....then an image of the same girl with black rim glasses looking at a blueprint and turning it around cuz she can't make heads or tails of it.

Cool pic too. Kinda random:P
Posted by  brainstormer  on 2008-07-16 22:54:41 
  
Oh, and...I am sort of half where you are. Back then, I did the giving without expecting(though I think even then I thought it would be nice if someone returned the favor--though I wasnt good at receiving). Then and now, it is hard for me to take a compliment. If I take one, I tend to get a lil cocky and act up. The filter thing has gotten a bit worse nowadays. I used to be quiet and listen...now I am more of a guy who has to speak or spills the truth without trying. It's often like a dam ready to break wide open. I can be very polite and tactful...but sometimes, I just have to let it out...and then can't stop.
Posted by  brainstormer  on 2008-07-16 22:58:47 
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