o.k well this was kinda random.. it's almost 5 o'clock in the morning!- i'm blazed. i don't kno what made me sign up for this blog.. maybe i was just in need of saying my thoughts. you know, i really miss ileen.. and using this could (maybe) keep the stress off from her. today earlier, we had a huge argument about nothing. she just thinks that i'm someone she can't rely on now that she's in the halfway house. and that's not even the case in this situation. she's just mad because she's in there, and she takes it out on me! she was mad because she said i hardly ever go see her.. i mean c'mon now, if i lived on the other side of town, believe me!- i'd go see her everyday! but she's all the way over on montana and no one is just gonna take me to there.. it's hard. i don't have transportation OR a job.. damn i really suck.
ehh, i'm sleepy.
-peace