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I will never have to hear you voice your dissapointments in me.
No more trying to live up to your high expectations.
Never will I have to see the looks of shame that I paint on your face.
You will never again have to pretend everything is fine to your freinds or family.
Since I will be gone you can live on with your lies.
You will never have to explain to anyone why im so crazy or weird.
You will never have to lie and say im fine.
My suicide will be my great escape from you and all your lies.
You can have the Christian family you always wanted.
I dont want any part of it.
I hate all of you.
I dont ever want to see those ugly expressions you make when I tell you my opinions.
When you disagree you shut down the line to communicate to you.
I wish I could show you how much I am hurting inside.
I wish you could understand that you push me to this point.
I hate all your fake love so much.
My suicide will be my last resort.
My Suicide will set me free.
I take the razor blade and cut my veins.
I watch the blood which ives me life leave my body.
As the darkness surrounds me I start to smile for the first time.
Im about to be set free.
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Posted by Jasmine16 on 2008-03-31 10:55:00 | Rating: | Views: 170
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Death is not a freedom. I am not sure of your beliefs, but there are many possibilities as to what may come after death. I know suicide seems like a great answer to life's problems, but what if you end up putting yourself in a place like purgetory, where you suffer even more then the way you feel now. If you are under 18 i have this to say to you. If you hate your parent(s) thats fine, in a few years when you are done school you can move away and never have to talk to them ever again.
Also if you are feeling down there are lots of ways that you can figure out why you feel so shoddy, try seeing if you can go to a group or something that will help lift your spirits about the world around you....
I also realize that you wrote this in a poem format so it may be just words... however i have wrote poems like this and i also know that words like these do not just come out based on artistic abilities alone.
There are others like you and that feel the same way as you do. Don't let those people that try to bring you down do something like this.... otherwise they are just winning, dont let them get under your skin.
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Posted by LittleStar
on 2008-03-31 11:08:42
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whatever 'littlestar' is talking about doesnt really matter.
your biggest problem is that your suicide is based upon all these ideas people have for you; if you like yourself, then live regardless. if they are the reason that you dont like yourself; then maybe you should give it a try.
someone piss you off like that again?
tell em to fuck off. the end.
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Posted by RomeosMadWorld
on 2008-03-31 14:13:24
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instead of killing yourself, devote yourself to something like playing the guitar or painting. total devotion basically you can let that define u or go to school for architecture something life consuming because when your living to do some thing youll be the best at it
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Posted by coolinstars
on 2008-04-02 23:30:48
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then youll learn to love it and be happy
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Posted by coolinstars
on 2008-04-02 23:32:19
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