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| My Suicide |
I will never have to hear you voice your dissapointments in me.
No more trying to live up to your high expectations.
Never will I have to see the looks of shame that I paint on your face.
You will never again have to pretend everything is fine to your freinds or family.
Since I will be gone you can live on with your lies.
You will never have to explain to anyone why im so crazy or weird.
You will never have to lie and say im fine.
My suicide will be my great escape from you and all your lies.
You can have the Christian family you always wanted.
I dont want any part of it.
I hate all of you.
I dont ever want to see those ugly expressions you make when I tell you my opinions.
When you disagree you shut down the line to communicate to you.
I wish I could show you how much I am hurting inside.
I wish you could understand that you push me to this point.
I hate all your fake love so much.
My suicide will be my last resort.
My Suicide will set me free.
I take the razor blade and cut my veins.
I watch the blood which ives me life leave my body.
As the darkness surrounds me I start to smile for the first time.
Im about to be set free.
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Posted by jasmine16 on 2008-03-31 10:55:00 | Rating: | Views: 202
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