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My life. Short Version.

Well I moved about 11 times and been to about 9 diffrent schools. We been evicted from two houses. My dad used to pawn our stuff to get drugs. So than bills wouldnt get paid so they would have to turn off the water,electricity, cable, heat, etc......... My parents used to fight a lot as well, my older sister would get into screaming matches with my dad. We also had to live without furniture for a while. we wernt able to pay for them. My dad got into a lot a car crashes so we never really kept a car. My dad doesnt have a job now and he constantly yells at me. Before my dad married my mom we had to live with a guy she was with and his sons. The guy she was with would lock me in a dark room whenever he thought I did something wrong. His sons were horrible. When I was growing up I was talked about so much that i hated myself. My parents thought I was weird. In high school people talk about me even worse than before. I tried suicide three times in high school. I also started cutting really bad now. I went to a mental hospital for a day and a half and my dad doesnt take my problems seriously. I have Severe Depression and Anxiety. I forgot to mention that they guy that my mom was whith before she married my dad, I saw him beat her before she left him for good. I got into a physical fight with my sister. We can never keep anything good. I hate my life something always seems to go wrong.

This is only a short version of my life. Writing it all would take way to long.

Posted by jasmine16 on 2008-04-14 10:36:30 | Rating:

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hay i will send great vibes your way,,,my childhood sucked,, but it made me a tough old broad,,, hang in there,,,,your not alone,,, stop hurting yourself,,,peace

Posted by bjm1 on 2008-04-14 11:18:26

im a good listener,peace

Posted by bjm1 on 2008-04-14 11:19:27

I am saddened buy your tale, I have read lots of hurt on this site you are deffinately not alone. I hope you become stronger. I think you should write that book. I bet being a lesbian doesn't help in all this. I would give up suicide as a pasttime though it doesn't sound like your good at that. Write a book instead! Good fortune. x

Posted by yadokta on 2008-04-14 15:20:07