sad indeed. But there is always a good side and be happy. You will be ok in time I am sure of that. true life does have its bad side but then maybe tomorow will be just a little bit better.

My old man used to beat the shit out of me.
We moved a lot too, so in school I would end up getting my ass kicked by a bunch of new strangers.
I first left home at 13, but I am not gay and it seemed like it was always some old fat guy who wanted to suck my dick that would pick me up hitch hiking.
Life went on that way until I turned seventeen and I got into trouble with the law for "uttering and publishing"
(forging bad checks)
The judge gave me a choice;
Go into the Marine Corps, or do seven to fourteen years in prison!
Yeah I bet your life sucks right now, but if you can find something you really love to do, it can help you to get out of where your at!
I don't know a damn thing about you, but just by looking at your picture, I can see that there is something in the way you carry yourself, that shows me you are creative in some way.
Look for your inner talent and get yourself the hell out of there!

The pic isnt me. Its the lead singer of a great band called Evanescence. The pic is Amy Lee.