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Life is really random. When you think something is going to happen it ususlly doesnt. Whrn you trust someone sometimes they turn against you. I dont trust a lot of people. Im just that way. I open up to few. On this site I can be myself not like at  my house were im forced to be someone diffrent. Society needs to understand that everyone is diffrent and that we arent perfect. Im tired of trying to be something im not or dont want to be. I wont to shed this image they gave me and just be who I always wanted to be. Ever since I was little and now I never really gave much thought about who I should be, but now that im growing up I find myself thinking about it more.  Im stressed out in school because im trying to get the perfect grades and than im stressing about my current family situation. My parent and granny dont take my problems seriously, they be little them. Make it seem like what im going though is not important which makes me feel like crap. I wont to shout out who I am but I am afraid I will be rejected. I am someone who likes to please others to the point were I lose myself in the process.  I woiuld like to meet someone like me, who could understand me and not make me feel like im making everything up. I need someone to be understanding, were I will listen to there problems and they will listen to mine without judgement. I wont to share my religion with others who know me. I wont to be me. To much stress to handle I feel like im being crushed.
    Posted by Jasmine16 on 2008-04-17 09:47:00 | Rating: | Views: 78
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I feel the same way. I am so much of a people pleaser, I don't know why maybe its because I am afraid of what ppl will say to me because I wouldn't know how to respond back & I will end up losing myself in the process. I hate being a people pleaser and I am longing to be ME. I want someone understanding also who will listen to me and I will do the same also without judgment. Most ppl have no remorse of what ppl do to ppl like me. I would like to meet someone like me also
Posted by  Plakola  on 2008-04-17 12:04:06 
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Jasmine16
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