I gave up relationships because if you get in to deep they hurt to hard. I just stay friends with people. and Im not good at anything either but i dont let that get me down. You dont need natural talent all you need is a clear view to help you see that all thats important is that you make sure your life is not a waste of time and if you cant sing or dance or play the guitar at least you can spent your life in a sponsord silence to rais money for someone who doesnt have a good life but could make it good if they were given a chance. remember that everyone has lows and cutting yourself will only make blood come out not sorrow. If your bf doesnt like you then thats him problem because you know your too proud and too good for him anyway. So theres no need to be sad because you always have so much to give and while your giving and helping people they in turn will give and help you. Eventualy you will eiether find someone other than your bf or he will see how lovely you are. It may be hard at first but eventualy you will feel so good just by seeing other people having a good time.