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I dont know what it is but today I feel empty. I feel numb. Its not like this feeling is new to me, I mean I have a lot of days like this. Its like im neither happy, sad, angry, or anything. I feel no emotion. I hate days like this. Other days im either really sad, over stressed, or extremly happy. When I do feel any type of emotion its always to the extreme. There is something really wrong withthat I may need some sort of medication. I really need some help. I know I may have wrote about this before but im extremly shy and it seems to be getting on a lot of people's nerve that im not outging. I really wish that people woud stop making comments about how quiet I am, I already know I dont need a reminder. Maybe I should try a little harder to talk more or maybe I will never be outging person like they want me to be. Im to quiet, to stressed, to everything,,,,,,,, im really tired of hearing this to. I guess maybe I cant do much of anything right. I wish there was some way I could be happy, like maybe a happy pill. Im so weird but I guess im going to be like this forever until the day I die. I what a great day that will be, when I die.
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