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I Am.
I am afraid to open up to anyone in case they find out who I am and turn away.
I dont talk because you want listen to what I have to really say.
I will cut myself to ease some of the pain.
I sometimes will think about suicide because I know you wouldnt miss all the problems I caused.
I am alone.
Posted by Jasmine16 on 2008-01-17 13:01:01 | Rating: n/a | Views: 117


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Posted by
shaylyn_h_v
on 2008-01-17 16:05:39
 
I understand... I used to cut myself to ease the pain as well. Suicide is not the answer, I've tried that too. You are not alone. I am here and know where you are coming from.
 
 

Posted by
Plakola
on 2008-01-17 16:56:51
 
I am afraid to open up too in fear of harsh inbraidment or criticism. Its like I am all alone too. Since I am in college, I don't really talk to anyone but ppl don't talk to me that much (NOT ON A PERSONAL LEVEL) but hey thats good enuff for me.
 
 

Posted by
lulu_still_learning
on 2008-01-17 18:43:52
 
yh i knw what u mean i cant trust people it only seems that way. plz understand that nothing is worth dyinf for your life is so freakin prescious. that some babies dont get to experiance it. i get what u mean ive been though hell and bak and hell again and sh** i keep gettin pushed bak but i got tired of being weak and just taking it so i work hard so i wont get pushed so easily. hope i helpd.
 
 

Posted by
Plakola
on 2008-01-17 18:54:01
 
Thanks. I need to be alot stronger. I will NOT give up, thanks Lulu
 
 

Posted by
Jasmine16
on 2008-01-17 20:31:38
 
Thanks but sometimes i feel like suicide is my only option. One less weird girl they have to deal with.
 
 

Posted by
wishingwell
on 2008-01-20 23:40:16
 
You are not weird. Most of the people that look normal have major issues that they know how to cover up well. No one is perfect.

I've struggled with depression and I feel lonely all the time too. The man I loved, dogged me out in the worst way. I loved this guy with everything within me and he just took my heart and set it on fire. And then stomped and spit on it too. I did nothing to deserve his treatment of me. He was my first love (when I had no intention of falling in love with him)and then one day all of his lies were exposed and I was forced to let him go. It hurt to let go. And it still hurts now (just not as much as it did in the beginning).

But by the grace of God, I'm still here.
A year ago, I didn't think I was going to make it. I thought suicide was my only option. I was so deep down in a gutter of depression, I didn't see any way out. I prayed consistently though, and you'd be amazed at how far I've come just by keeping the faith. By trusting in God.

I hope that you fight those feelings of suicide. Things may look bleak today, but you don't know what's right around the corner for you. Great things may be waiting for you, just hold on and know that you are not alone.
 
 

Posted by
yeovile
on 2008-03-27 06:36:58
 
hey u hang in there, sucicide is not the answer, and deep down u know that 2. i know u must b going through a lot of emotional pain and that is why u cut yourself and so i understand how ur hurting.i hope no one here in this forum ever judges u 2 harshly with comments if u open up 2 them, but this life is about growing stronger through such trials everyday. there is a part of u that i understand very well. with kindest regards steve
 
 


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