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These past few days have been hard.I feel like staying in bed and blocking the world out. I dont want anything to do with reality. Reality is cruel. Life is evil. Im in Hell. I have been feeling like im losing my mind wuth each passing day. My family doesnt notice that im getting worse and not better. I bought some razor blades recently. I dont want to be here anymore. I just want to die. Maybe I will real soon. Wouldnt that be great. I thought about dying a lot and I know nobody would miss me. Im just some girl to them. To my family im just the black sheep. My death would help a lot of people. One less crazy girl walking around. One less person to worry about or even think about.
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Posted by Jasmine16 on 2008-03-31 10:25:00 | Rating: | Views: 149
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THEY WILL MISS YOU!!!!! Please get help as soon as possible.
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Posted by sean_barr
on 2008-03-31 10:26:51
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They wont. They might miss me at first but than they would get over it.
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Posted by Jasmine16
on 2008-03-31 10:30:50
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I've been around suicide. The ppl you would leave behind, however dysfunctional they might be, still love you and would NEVER "get over it."
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Posted by sean_barr
on 2008-03-31 10:32:05
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Forget the others. Save yourself for yourself. You do have a future worth seeing if you get the help you need and surround yourself with loving people.
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Posted by sean_barr
on 2008-03-31 10:34:26
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I dont have a future and i cant stand anything anymore.
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Posted by Jasmine16
on 2008-03-31 10:44:45
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i'm sorry for your suffering. email me if you want to vent. not sure if that will help, but i'm offering it. you have value and a purpose.
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Posted by sean_barr
on 2008-03-31 10:54:23
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You have a problem with family noticing your real problem... welcome to the club...
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Posted by need4help
on 2008-04-01 19:10:17
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Wow these comments make me feel great. not. Im not crying over it every day. I have severe depression and anxiety. I just write about how I feel.
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Posted by Jasmine16
on 2008-04-02 10:06:01
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There is one theme in your posts and that is that you're not getting attention (in your words..help) from your family. Have you ever tried to get attention by doing well in sports, art, school, etc? What have you tried and been successful at? Do you get ignored a lot at home? Is there someone else in your family who takes everyone's time/focus? Which leaves no time/attention for you? Just trying to help you figure things out....I dunno....I don't know you..but I know how it feels to want/need help and not get it. I am just glad that you are writing things out. I can see you are full of pain. Where does it come from?
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Posted by cincity304
on 2008-04-03 09:15:03
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There is one theme in your posts and that is that you're not getting attention (in your words..help) from your family. Have you ever tried to get attention by doing well in sports, art, school, etc? What have you tried and been successful at? Do you get ignored a lot at home? Is there someone else in your family who takes everyone's time/focus? Which leaves no time/attention for you? Just trying to help you figure things out....I dunno....I don't know you..but I know how it feels to want/need help and not get it. I am just glad that you are writing things out. I can see you are full of pain. Where does it come from?
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Posted by cincity304
on 2008-04-03 09:15:07
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Jasmine, Please don't kill yourself. I have been where u were but only I don't cut, I pull my hair out. Sometimes I think about suicide but I realize that things get better as we get older. Everything will be ok Jasmine. If you kill yourself, you might miss out on almost everything before your time. You will not be able to experience the happiness the universe has for you. You seem to be experiencing depression, and ur preception of people not caring for you, I feel the exact same way and its also not fair to you. I wish I can comfort u.
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Posted by Plakola
on 2008-04-07 09:42:40
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