Well I havent blogged in a while for those of you who have read how my mental stae is getting worse well I still have days like that but I also have some good days to. If you dont know what im talking about read my blog "Am I having a mental breakdown?" which should explain some things. Anyway I am now 18.Yay!!!!!! My hair color is now dark purple and I have a second piercing in both my ears. I was lucky enough to take a break from school and go visit family in Chicago and my older sister in Michigan. Even though I dont really feel comfortable around my family.(which is sad.) Anyaway, Me and Bobby have been dating for 80 something days now. Im still cutting myself but who knows when that will stop. I have a cool pen pal named Megan.  A never really broke up with me(his phone was turned off that was the reaon he wasnt texting me. He is in a diffrent part of AR than me. So I had to tell him that I was dating Bobby. SO yeah I ended up breaking up with Adam. SInce he works so much I cant really talk to him. I miss talking to him but I dont regret dating Bobby now.) My parents seem ok they havent argued in a while which is good. My little Freshman sister isnt caring about her education. My older sister is talking about getting married. As I type this blog im dreaming about one day being a well known writer. known for my wit, humor, thoughts, etc.......That would be great. I would want to write for magazines, write novels, poems, and maybe be a book critic in newspapers. I LOVE TO WRITE!  I need to start writing my book and trying to get it published. Well thats all for now.