Im so very EMO EMO EMO!!!!!!!!!!!! I have been cutting myself on and off for three years. This will be my beginning of my 4th year of cutting myself. I wonder how long I will cut myself. I cut myself now not because im numb or dealing with my emotions or I feel guilty about something. I cut myself now because I want to feel the pain and to see my own blood. Maybe a weird reason but thats why I cut myself mow.