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How I found Wicca.
I found Wicca when I was in the sixth grade. Ever since I was little I liked to watch anything that had witches or magic in it. I thought it was the most amazing thing in the world. I also read anything I could get on the subject with witchcraft and magic. I had a false sense of what Wicca was......Read More

Posted on: 2009-11-01 20:25:52 | Rating:

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I want to scream.
i want to scream and yell as loud as i can. im frustrated and worried. ...Read More

Posted on: 2009-11-01 20:25:16 | Rating:

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What is going on.
well im going to start seeing a therapist. my treatment plan is to get my out of control moods to just happen 3 times a month, to get my cutting to 3 times a month, and to have zero thoughts and attempts about suicide. ...Read More

Posted on: 2009-11-01 20:24:16 | Rating:

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Im pregnant.
i wish. i feel selfish for wanting and thinking about it. i wanted to have a part of my boyfriend with me, i wanted to create our own family, i wanted to have a child to love unconditionaly, i wanted to be a mom, and i wanted a child to love me. i dont know if i should cry or smile. i want to do......Read More

Posted on: 2009-11-01 20:23:37 | Rating:

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A little info about Wicca.
people practice wicca in diffrent ways. im going to tell you about my wiccan beliefs. i believe in the all. the all is seperated into male and female aspects. the lord and lady or goddess and god. the all is everything. its the grass,the wind,the plants,etc.. it is everything. from the union of......Read More

Posted on: 2009-11-01 20:22:54 | Rating:

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My Poems
Escape I’m though with your lies. Your false love. Fake acceptance. I see behind your mask. All you want is a doll. Someone you can control. A person without a soul. All you care about is yourself. You wish I was dead. You want me to vanish. Don’t worry. I......Read More

Posted on: 2009-11-01 20:22:04 | Rating:

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My Poems
Escape I’m though with your lies. Your false love. Fake acceptance. I see behind your mask. All you want is a doll. Someone you can control. A person without a soul. All you care about is yourself. You wish I was dead. You want me to vanish. Don’t worry. I......Read More

Posted on: 2009-11-01 20:22:01 | Rating:

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Satanists and Satanism
so i decided to see who will stand by me if i was a satanist? would you be my friend if i was a satanist? what do you think about satanism and satanists. i dont have a problem with it. ...Read More

Posted on: 2009-11-01 20:21:06 | Rating:

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please stop this. im begging you.
I dont want to live anymore. it hurts so much being alive. Im not even sure I can exolain what I have been feeling. I just know that its getting harder to pretend that everything is fine. It feels like my mind is attacking me. That im going to coomit suicide one day. Im trying so hard to keep......Read More