The first few entries will probably seem that everything is centered around me. But then again, it's my blog so I guess it would be. I feel so selfish about writing about me though.

ME ........ ME, ME, ME .........

"there you go, thinking it's all about you." I can just hear people saying that and shaking their heads.

I never though I was a ME type of personality. I don't try to be, but at times when I talk to friends or family, it seems like I get alot of "me" time in there. For those I love I wonder if they think about ME when I'm not there. If they miss ME. At times I do or say something stupid and hurtful I try to apologize it seems it comes back to ME. I hate it really. The apology is sincere and I wasn't trying to turn it back to being about ME but how do I get from here to there and leave the ME out. I haven't figured that one out since it was ME that made the mess in the first place.

So since I'm talking about ME I will give you a bit more information about ME. I am the mother of two. Both son's , one is 22 and one is 12 ( almost 13). Only one lives at home , I bet you can guess which one that one is !

I live in the country. I have horses, donkeys ( REALLY BIG ONES ), mules and a couple of dogs.

I love photography, I got ME a new digital SLR camera a few months ago. I LOVE IT !!

I'm tend to be a bit obssessive complusive about things. Not very flattering , but true.

I hate housework with a passion, where's the easy button when you need one !

I enjoy sex.

I don't think I'm very attractive.

I'm a bit of a recluse , ( but haven't went black widow yet ......snicker ....OK , bad joke *sigh* )

I'm your friend until you hurt me , then I'll never trust you completely again.

Only one person in my life has ever not hurt me  ......and apparently we've drifted apart and I haven't spoken with him in a long time. I'm married, he's married and it's just not a good thing.

And with that I think I'll close this session about ME. You know more about ME in this one day that many learn in months ........or even years.