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 My Own Torture
trying to kill the feelings I have
the feelings that I should not feel
they keep coming back
making it worse
making it harder
always knowing want I want
once I can't have it
or having it
then losing it before
realizing I had it

I never got
just how much
I liked you
I was protecting myself
till that one night

the feelings
overwhelming
I NEVER felt like that before
I can't explain it
the only words
that come to mind
right, perfect,
unexplainable comfort

all ripped away
before I could see
that this is how I feel

know you are with another
and I sit with these feelings
trying to hold them back
trying to kill them
but they won't go away
and I sit here watching you slip away
    Posted by JadeDragonair on 2008-04-11 21:44:57 | Rating: | Views: 49
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JadeDragonair
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