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So I guess it's time for somewhat of an update. Not much has changed since my last entry, but I left a lot of things out for various reasons. First I'm going to recap this weeks events and then get into some other things. So this week has been.... I guess alright. I still feel like shit. We had officer elections for the fraternity- which I wasn't elected for anything since its a mass popularity contest- well and I didn't put alot into my speech since I've just been so out of it lately. It would have been a nice pick me up- which I don't think I'm going to get anytime soon but whatever. We have our formal dinner tomorrow night which should be interesting. I've figured out that I'm staying up here next year, I'm tired of running from places when life gets hard. Its good here, I just need to get my head straight.
I'm going to address some things I left out of my last entry:
Friends- What can I say I love the ones who've managed to stay with me! This has been such a hard issue as time goes on. I'm finding that less and less of them are around. However, there is good news in all this darkness a few have come back around! I'm really glad that Travis is back in my life, he's been a dude that's been there through a lot. He's always been a close friend of mine and I'm so glad. It was really funny, over Christmas break I sat around and was listening to Dope(our fav band, good shit by the way, you should look into it) and I was like damn I miss that fool, and radomly I got a text on Christmas morning and we've been tight like old days ever since. Another one has been around a bit more too, which is cool, I don't think she ever really left though. I'll leave her name out but she probably knows who she is, I basically owe her my life. Her and about two other girls are the only ones who are keeping my faith alive that ALL women aren't evil. But by far she's my best female friend even though I don't see her much, but I try not to dwell on that. Of course I can't expect things to be all peachy. Over Thanksgiving I lose a good friend of mine to cocaine. Jeff was a good man and I miss all the good times with him and my other friends. However I'm losing a few as time passes. I just ended a seven year friendship with a girl who I've known since middle school. Sucks but I'm sick of the way I'm treated.
I just absolutely feel completely stressed out and I'm hoping that things will turn around sometime soon. I'm not asking for much, just to feel better. Till next time.
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Posted by JadaBloom on 2008-03-21 19:11:47 | Rating: | Views: 48
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