Hey,

What's up? My Easter Sunday pretty much sucked after my parents FIGHTING OVER A CHOCOLATE BUNNY and me and my boyfriend gettting into an argument too about how "HE Doesn't Know Me" and , i think i shoould just go into my bed and not come out!

In the mornign everything was ok. My mom took me to church and Deacon Herman who hasn't seen my mom in like two years or so was soo excited to see her he gave her two kisses on the cheek. I couldn't believe it!
But the Mass was beautiful at Our Lady of Hope the Altar was adorned with flowers and all the Saints were uncoverd,it is deffinitly a time for rejocing!

As the day progressed my dad started yelling at me over a chocolate bunny! About how i cant eat all of it and  "I'm Man handling it" it was freaking crazy! I'm sorry, my mom said the candy was for everyone so i helped myseflf to a Hersehey's chocolate bunny and i get yelled at on Easter Sunday, on all days of the year!!!

But anyways, after the dinner and everything, Chris my boyfriend, comes over and he wants to talk and thats never a good sign! He says he doesnt know me, he doesnt know what i like and what i'm interested in and we've been dating for almost one year.
We dont usually do  much anyway when we are together! A typical day together is we go back to his house after he picks me up from my house after work. We talk, take a nap, or go on the computer. Then most of the time we have to make our own dinne becasue his step-mom is such a bitch and doesnt cook dinner more than half the time. But when we "fend for ourselves" (as they call it) the food we have to cook to feed ourselves usally consists of fish, crappy tv dinners,  and hot dogs or all three. (But he is soo picky in a house wiht no food)  After dinner we go upstais, sometimes make love but usually just watch tv and then at around 9 pm he justs takes me home in the cold and kisses me goodnight and sweet dreams and all that crap. 
It's been soooo boring and stale!!!! We've been dating for almost a year and we have seen each other almost everyday...tell me what you think!  
His step-mom is such a bitch!!!!! And i hope she finds this too, you know who you are, putting down my parents and saying they aren't "Real PArents" I love my mom and dad even though we do argue once in a while. And you dont always have to be in my face when you talk to me either!! You ask me how my day was, i tell yuou and you act like im lying to you and you go and do something else. You will NEVER be a real parent to Christopher or his brother!!!!  
Get the phone out of ear once in a while and loose that belly fat you cant seem to get rid of!!!!!

But anyways, i cant see Chris everyday of the week, this just is nnot going to happen anymore!!!! Some days i just wanna relax and read my books! This is Spring Break!!
If not then ill get those thoughts in my mind about me breaking up with him!



Alrightt Well thats it for today, i might write tomarrow!





xoxoxoxo,
J. Marcella