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Who the f^ck Cares!?
Homosexual marriages. Who cares!? It makes me so mad! It is no ones business if a couple who loves each other wants to be married. It's not like they are doing it in Churches, plus separation of church and state. I don't see why it would affect you if someone down the street was married to the same sex. It doesn't! I can't believe people stormed in on others "weddings" in California and said it was wrong. Who the fuck do they think they are? Even if God didn't want homo's to get married, I think barging in on someone’s wedding is a sin too.
I care and will elaborate with 1 real example
You might feel that I have no right to force my opinion on to some else that does not agree with me but Homosexuality is wrong and if you care to read with a complete openness to honesty then we can proceed if not then you are those same kind of people that act on emotion instead of acting on what is morally right and if you are those kinds of people I have an argument for you to but if you are not and you are willing to hear me out then feel free and I do not expect you to change over night but if you really are searching for your place in this world that is honest and true to yourself then I guess you will change in time. Maybe not 100% but even God never wanted us to forcibly believe in Him and that is why He gave us “Freewill” the ability to challenge the world around us, grow with time, change what can be changed and be allowed to kneel and ask forgiven when we fall short of His expectations.
Homosexuality goes against the normal course of human order. The idea of two men… I cannot see it that way…2 ladies yes but 2 guys no. Perhaps chauvinist but you being a woman you can not understand a male thinking process and if the gay guy tells you that what I am saying is not true then he is lying to himself and he really has no right to an opinion and if you are one of those sympathetic guys that for the sake of an argument rather side with letting people live the way they want to then you too have no opinion.
Okay here we go.
A sexual act is defined as an act in sexual nature which is to the most part is a conscious act in which the inducer has a willing partner that surrender to a set rule of pleasure which I will not elaborate because some people form of pleasure is totally different from mine.
Now let’s focus on this willing partner and the inducer lets say this willing partner and the inducer has been jaded or been treated in a less perfect manner then their thinking process is tainted and their conception of pleasure becomes twisted, wicked or abnormal.
Example 1:
I knew Ricky all my life he had 2 sisters and he was raised by his mother because his father ran away to fuck some other girl an abandoning any moral obligation to marriage or fatherhood.
Now Ricky was the handsomest guy I have ever seen in my 45 years of existence. He could pick up any girl around the world. He was that good looking. All the guys admired him and he was the only gay individual that I knew in my neighborhood that never got his ass beat until high school because everyone defended him because at the time he acknowledge himself in being bi-sexual.
Before his bi-sexual days he was always hanging out with me and our little street gang escaping any malice with everything that street gangs do. His sisters and the rest of the girls that used to hang out with us in the burnt buildings always were being used as sex toys. I never engaged in the sexually banging of girls but I loved the blow jobs. Ricky used to bang so many girls that he always kidded around with me why I don’t fuck them and he probably knew that I was still a virgin so he would laugh at me but me being so naive at that time I felt that I was ashamed in having sex in that manner.
Anyway one day we were playing firecracker wars with 8 or 9 guys while the girls were either getting banging, getting high or snooping around as people were shooting up dope in their veins in our burnt building that we shared with so many fucked up people. Ricky and I were running around because we ran out of firecrackers and a few of the guys were hunting us down so we had to hide. We searched around and we saw an apartment that was really trashy and thought hey no one would ever find us there so we crept in slowly not to make any nose or disturb anyone as we heard the guys shouting our names saying come out come out where ever you are.
As we entered the room we both saw his sisters getting fucked by 5 guys smoking weed and having a grand old good time. He stood their really hurt and dazed which I did not know at the time. It was kind of funny because all of sudden the guys that were chasing us found us and then they join in fucking his sisters.
One of his sisters actually called his name to join in and fuck her and that’s when he hit me on the shoulder and said tag you are it.
After that day we slowly stop seeing him and he would always try to have sisters not hang out with us which started some problems and he would ask me and some of the other members to kick his sisters out when they came to hang out with them and at times we obliged but at times we said hell no because they loved to fuck and suck.
One day I was drinking some beers and he came in and saw his sister sucking my dick. He got really mad and he wanted to fight me. I got up slowly to talk to him as his sister was still sucking my dick and I said Ricky man was is going on it was ok to have the other girls fuck you or suck your dick but you are getting mad because your sister is doing what she loves to do and you are getting mad at me.
As he we both stood there looking at each others eye knowing that maybe we will be fighting soon it really sank on him that we were good friends and we should not be fighting as his sister still was sucking my dick we shakes hands and he said you are right so can we still be friends I said hell yea as I sat down again as her sister still was sucking me.
Then he started talking to me as his sister was still sucking me as friends if you like my sister okay do what you want but if you don’t then kick her out please. I told him that I like his sister and he said ok but he was not going to hang out with the gang anymore and could he count on me to back him up no matter what. I said no matter what I promise that I will have your back.
Eventually one of the sister got pregnant and the other sister got in to drugs so much that a week after her 19 birthday she was found died of an overdose near a street that was known for whores that would sell their body for money and drugs.
Before his sisters had any thing bad happened to them I remember one of Ricky girlfriend leaving her class room crying and then like 5 minutes later I saw “Butch” come in the class room and beat the living crap out of him. I tried to stop the fight with the help of our teacher and fellow school mates but “Butch” already really beat him so bad that he busted his nose.
I asked Ricky why “Butch” would hit him and he said that he had no idea and he reminded me of the promise I made to him a few years back and said to me do you have my back. I sat there lost and confused because “Butch” was a mean tough mother fucker and going against him would surely mean death to me and my family members.
He asked me again do you have my back. I said yes and Ricky said I want you to kick his fucking ass now.
I got up and rustled up a few of the guys and I demanded an explanation
Why did you kick Ricky ass when you know hitting him would mean something had to happen to the person that hurt Ricky so tell me what made you kick his ass?
Butch looked at me like if I was challenging him which I kind of was but me to fight him would mean that I had better killed the fucker and that was not going to happen in school especially with so many witness.
He told me who the fuck do you think you are but ok big man I tell you why I kicked his fucking ass because he fucking cut his dick 2 month ago and his girlfriend just told me so what the fuck are you going to do to me. Nothing….
I said nothing. I turned away with the few good friends I had and walked away.
I went to Ricky what the fuck and I smacked him in his head what made you cut of your dick which at the time I thought was not medically possible.
He told me you know I was gay so what is the problem now.
Nooo, we all know that you are bi-sexual not gay.
He said out loud”You always knew I was gay so stop that” as everyone heard. My friends started to clear up the class room and slowly escorted everyone out and me and Ricky left school from the back exit.
We talked for a while and I said he Ricky I love and you know I would even fight “Butch” for you and risk my family death for you but he has a point you did cut of your dick I can fucking see his point.
So what you think I will go to school anymore allowing people to fuck with me hell no. You owe me and he was right I owed him but I think he owed me the honesty to tell me the truth and warn me before he did something stupid like that.
I gave him my word and I became the middle man to squash all things for Ricky and until he graduated I took a lot of shit because of him. His lover was a flaming queer he was so bold in his sick demented mentality that he would dress up like a freaking fairy but man could he fight. He kicked a brother ass so bad one day when he was wearing a dress that he never told his “Zulu Nation” crew to beat his ass because of the embarrassment he would face.
Ricky confided to me one day that when he saw his sisters getting fucked that day enjoying every thrust that reminded him how he would fuck all those other girls who had a brother, a sister, a mother or a father and that he did not want anymore of it. It really did hurt him so much seeing his sisters 13 and 14 getting fucked and he would think wow what was he doing. So he wanted to punish himself for not being a man and trying to do the right thing because that was his sisters getting fucked and he did not know what to do because at the time he did not know what “was the right thing” to do.
He blamed his father for not being a man and I guess he wanted to erase his connection and his failure in not being a man when the time was called in being a man.
He failed in being a man….
So he started punishing himself first with a plunger then he moved up to more things that I will not say but it was crazy. He said to me the day he decided that he would allow a guy to fuck him was the day he went to a gay bar and picked up a few guys to pop his cheer and he said that it was a handful of guys that gladly stepped up to pop his cheer.
Ricky was telling me over and over that he needed to be punished for his sins and once you go gay there is no turning back because you will always know in your head that you were so weak to have a guy fuck you in the ass and when you go and suck another man dick you know you gone so low in your life that there is nothing left but just try and enjoy the new life that I got in or commit suicide.
He committed suicide when he was 29 with an overdose the same way his sister left the world just 10 years earlier.
I just wanted to respond to a blog about caring about Homosexuality. It a freaking sin and every one of those’s Homo-sexual have issues that they conveniently disguise with little lies so if you can not be honest with yourself then God will be honest with you....
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Posted by jloyola on 2008-09-13 20:39:31 | Rating: | Views: 122
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