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My abuser is gone
It has taken me so many years to finally stand up for me and finally get rid of the person who had hounded me, abused me verbally throughout my whole entire life. Most ppl would assume it was a spouse of even a parent. But in my case it was my older sister. When she got......Read More

Posted on: 2009-04-24 16:40:38 | Rating:

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There are just those things
Blah, I have a million things I need to get done and I am not motivated. Like deep cleaning my house. I just wanna hire someone to do it lol. I don't wanna do it. At all. lol. I have done the minimum over the past few weeks, like the laundry and vacuum,......Read More

Posted on: 2008-09-22 15:05:54 | Rating:

| Views: 65 | Comments: 1 | Tags: cleaning lazy

Just expressing
So...I have a few things to say. As usual lol. But here is where I vent so might as well get it out. I appreciate my friends being supportive. I appreciate them caring about me. Anyway, with that said...I saw my attorney today and we decided it would be the easiest......Read More

Posted on: 2008-09-09 22:23:52 | Rating:

| Views: 71 | Comments: 0 | Tags: revenge divorce friends

My eyes are open....
As the days passes, it becomes less and less about my soon to be ex. And I think perhaps deep down it never really was about him. I made a decision today to let go of one of my friends. I have known her for years yes, but she has been a true thorn on my side. And......Read More

Posted on: 2008-09-04 22:19:50 | Rating:

| Views: 80 | Comments: 0 | Tags: friendship ending self improvement health happiness awakening

Lovely day! Much needed.
I had such a good day today...it was soo nice. And much much needed. I ran errands, and then got back home to clean up a bit, and then I went and played volleyball with some friends. Hung out with them after wards, and just now got home. I needed to get out, and get......Read More

Posted on: 2008-09-03 00:19:40 | Rating:

| Views: 60 | Comments: 2 | Tags: getting out volley ball happy refreshing

up and down
My emotions have been up and down. I think what is getting to me is that I feel lonely. When I think I miss him...and I talk to someone else, even my sister I feel better, and I know that it's just lonliness. When you have been with someone and used to doing things with them,......Read More

Posted on: 2008-09-01 15:05:12 | Rating:

| Views: 93 | Comments: 0 | Tags: divorce emotions venting

It's just too bad but also the best
Well, I am filing for a divorce. We have only been married for 3 months, but oh well. At first I was so devastated and upset. Now that it has been more than a week since we last spoke to one another, I realized what I felt lonely for was friendship. Last night, I......Read More

Posted on: 2008-08-31 12:54:24 | Rating:

| Views: 97 | Comments: 7 | Tags: changes self improvement divorce happy

Truth comes out
I have noticed that when something major happens in my life, each time, I lose friends. I guess I should call them "friends". I am married now. I got married last month. We went to the courthouse and got married. We figured since it would be a......Read More

Posted on: 2008-06-12 00:04:25 | Rating:

| Views: 114 | Comments: 5 | Tags: friends marriage truth

Younger man, older woman.
I find myself wondering why there is such a thing as cougar. Why do they have to have a term for it? When older men date younger women they don't have a name or labelled as something. But when women do it then there has to be a name. I guess maybe some ppl like that or......Read More

Posted on: 2008-04-13 16:26:38 | Rating:

| Views: 139 | Comments: 3 | Tags: dating age scared

Do we have to thrive in drama in order to have fri Explicit Content
I am sad to say that it has come to a point where my friendship with Brien is taking a fast turn down hill. It began with problems with his bf. They both talk XXXXX about one another. Completely back sta...Read More