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I am a senior at my high school. Most people would say i am popular, i could careless. But see my life isnt what i make it seem. I dont like the continuous fighting, with in my "group." I dont like wearing the designer brand cloths.
I smile so they dont think i am weird. The girl i liked was in another group, and i think the reason she didnt like me was cuz my friends had been mean to her. They changed me, in some ways good, and in others bad. I cant talk to certain people, i have to act a certain way. Some people think that i have the perfect life. "oh he is a rich boy mom and dad buy's everything for him."
I hate that when people think the only reason i am talking to them is so i can get something in return. I cant get out of it cuz i am omost done with school. Then i can go to college and finally have a quite life a peaceful life. And hopefully find the right girl to be with.
You know my life is just the same as everyone eles' i but my pants on just like everyone eles. Sure mine might be bigger than yours but they are the same. So i cant do anything. I lost the girl i liked and now i must try to piece back my life so i can at least get back to where i was at the start of the school year.
People think that retreats for breaking up cliques work. To be honest i dont think they do. There will always be the "popular" group. The "outcast", the "normal", it will never change and it is sad it really is
-Jacob
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Posted by JJohns01 on 2008-12-09 21:37:29 | Rating: | Views: 39
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