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Hey everyone its me again. Well this time i am goin to talk about relationships. I know i am not an expert on realtionships but i do know that the proses is long and isnt easy. A couple months ago i started to really take an interest in this girl that goes to my school. We texted on the phone alot during the summer. And when school came around we started to talk in person. And then one day i ask her if she wants to go to the movies. She said "i dont know, ill have to ask my parents." but latter she said she couldnt. It was no big deal at the time i asked her a few more times and it wasnt till about mid way between september that she said she would do something with me. So we went to a resturant and had a nice supper. Everything was going great. We keep on talkin and after a football meeting she said i could come over to watch a movie. So i did it was great just us two hanging out in her basement. I thought nothing could bring me down, I was wrong. A couple of weeks went by then some of my friends started to tell me she was bad. They said "she is just using you because you are popular, and she isnt." Did i beleave them of course not. I didnt care what they said. Well homecoming came around, and I was so happy that i found her, so happy that i dedicated my sr. year homecoming to her. We lost the game, but it was fine. Another couple of weeks went on and after a football game we just talked in the parking lot for about an hour. Everything was going the way i wanted it to. More time went by and again after a football meeting with my coachs i went over to her house. This time i watched her clean her room and we just talked and i listen to her sing. That was the last time i would ever go over there. After that.... my ego got in the way. I asked her our and she said she wasnt looking for a relationship. That sucked alot, so i didnt talk to her for about a week. She texts me asking what is wrong. I told her "are you using me because i am popular," she said "no why would you say that." We fought about it and in the end i believed her. Now lets fast forward to December. I go to a basketball game to see that she is there with another guy. I was pissed off, she told me earlier that she wasnt looking for a relationship and then she shows up with this guy. I find our latter they had been together for a while now. So this weekend we have this big fight. I mean to the point where i said i dont want to be your friend anymore, and i delete her number from my phone. Now people this is where my problem is. Can i trust her anymore? She lied to me about not wanting a relationship. And i believed her but then she is hanging out with this guy. that she has only talked to for a few weeks. I mean i kno that i have only talked to her for a couple months. But still. Well sunday i texted her. I wrote her a message on facebook telling her that i screwed everything up and that i dont deserve her, stuff like that. Well i said how about we just start over. So we did and now we talk again. But see people the thing is that i still have some feelings for her. I told her that him and her would be perfect together. I dont know what to do about this. If anyone out there has advice it would be vary welcome i need advice. Thank you for your time
-Jacob
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Posted by JJohns01 on 2008-12-09 20:03:49 | Rating: | Views: 45
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