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Hey everyone
These times are tough for me. I know that my problems comparied to others isn't that big. But i just need to get this off my chest.
Lately i was the happiest i could be i had everything i wanted i wasnt fighting with hannah or rachel and nothing could stop me from being happy. Until the next night the first thing was that i tried talkin to hannah but she said she wasnt in the mood so i left it at that. Than rachel txt me and that only last a few minnutes till she stopped. Than the other night i tried hannah again and she said that she didnt want to talk and i asked did i do something wrong she said nothing back. So now i am in a tough place. I really could care less if i talk to rachel, she isnt the friend that hannah is. I would still like to talk to her its just not my top priority.
With hannah its just a stronger conection and now that i dont know if were still friends or if i did something wrong. I see her everyday in school and i know she is looking at me i can feel it so i dont know what her deal is. Its to the point now that i dont know what to do with myself. I feel so worthless and like giving up on it all.
If anyone has any advice it would be vary welcome.
For those of you who dont know much about me. I guess i'm popular thats what ppl tell me i dont like that title. I'm a starter on the football team i am just a regular high school student.
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Posted by JJohns01 on 2009-05-06 23:04:11 | Rating: | Views: 41
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