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I know in recent posts I've said that I can't wait for the feelings to fade to something more bareable, more tolerable. I think I've changed my mind. I don't want to forget the searing pain of loss, the dull ache of memories washing over me. I don't want to lose that horrible feeling in the pit of my stomach when I think that I may truly have lost them forever. I want to hold the pain close and love it. Feed it well and keep it safe. Let it become a part of me that is as natural as breathing....so that I never forget. I never want to forget what this feels like so that I don't make the same mistake again. I want to keep it on a leash, like a constant companion, guarding and protecting me. What a beautiful pet grief can be.......... |
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Posted by Imalive on 2008-02-06 11:10:46 | Rating: | Views: 83
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"Sorrows are our best educators; a man can see further though a tear than a telescope. Our wisest must mourn the greatest o'er the fatal truth: The tree of knowelege is not that of life."
--This isn't an exact qoute, but it gets the point across.
I like your point of view, it's new and refreshing. :)
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Posted by JustSeth
on 2008-02-06 11:23:16
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Why? WHy don't you just move on? Get over it. Live and learn. I tried reading back to find what you lost exactly. I don't know if I skipped it or you don't say. Either way, why would you want to obsess on it? No one likes a downer.....
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Posted by mrsdragonseal
on 2008-02-06 11:24:07
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