We have to be careful how we say what we say. Words are an effective weapon and when used without thought can be lethal. When you stop and think about your life and the time you have with each person it should make you choose your words carefully. I'd love to be able to tell you that I am capable of this. I am usually a good communicator. I find myself in the awkward position (once again) of being unable to communicate freely with someone that I really need to. I have to take my moments when I get them and unfortunately lately they seem to be either drama filled or moments where I can't say what I need to.  It's stifling to have to sit and think all the time about what I would say next and when the opportunity comes to let it pass by and just try to be happy with the time I have. It's going to end eventually.....the time I have and I don't want to waste it saying the wrong thing.

Every day......more than the last