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Tired....So Very Tired
I keep replaying our last conversation over and over in my mind. I'm stunned and numb, I can't believe how close we were. I should be gearing up for a trip to see you this week. I mean it worked out perfectly I'm not working so would've been able to leave whenever. Of course that didn't......Read More

Posted on: 2008-06-02 09:42:55 | Rating:

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Deep Sighs.......
We have to be careful how we say what we say. Words are an effective weapon and when used without thought can be lethal. When you stop and think about your life and the time you have with each person it should make you choose your words carefully. I'd love to be able to tell you that I am......Read More

Posted on: 2008-06-04 10:48:19 | Rating:

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Lesson # 1
So yesterday was a total white trash day for me. Big fuzzy ponytail (thanks humidity) no make up, t-shirt and shorts (sans bra) smoking on my porch drinking coffee wondering what time of day would be ok to start drinking vodka....(12:30pm in case you were wondering) I needed a shit day....so I......Read More

Posted on: 2008-06-05 10:18:18 | Rating:

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A new day......
and thank everything it's FRIDAY. I'm gonna go shake off the world today. Let my hair down and just be for a minute. I have to set down some of my burden for just a minute and breathe or I'm going to go a little bonkers. Suddenly my life got a little surreal and I don't have a clue which way I'm......Read More

Posted on: 2008-06-06 16:24:09 | Rating:

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Tornados
Ever since I was a little kid I've loved severe weather. Something about storms charges me up. The rumble of the thunder and the crash of the lightening, but nothing compares to the chaos of a tornado. It's so random and unpredictable. You never know what it's going to do. Where it's going to go......Read More

Posted on: 2008-06-08 09:12:34 | Rating:

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Some Bullshit
K this is some bullshit. I knew it was going to be. So the wife wants to talk....about what I can't fathom. Turns out she's just peeing on her tree and feeling me out. The first day was to tell me that she doesn't hate me and really lays most of the blame at your feet.....um ok? I figured it was......Read More

Posted on: 2008-06-08 09:28:47 | Rating:

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BUG!!!!!!
Holy Crap on a Triscuit!!!!!!!! I just had the crap scared out of me by this god awfully large black beetle type bug. Now I have to figure out how to get rid of the damn thing with out shreaking like a fool. I have a HUGE irrational fear of crunchy beetles and my stomach is a little......Read More

Posted on: 2008-06-08 11:33:18 | Rating:

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Camping
I remember as a child going camping with the family and it being this huge affair. Putting up the tent in and of itself a celebration of success. I don't remember the bugs or the heat. I do remember the sound of the rain on the canvas and the damp smell of dirt and trees. I can still see my......Read More

Posted on: 2008-06-11 10:41:05 | Rating:

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Being Friends
We've all heard it or said it. "We can still be friends......." Wether a relationship ends because of choice or circumstance is irrelevant, the "friends" thing almost never works. For one thing it's usually a huge lie, one or both are using the "friends" label to......Read More

Posted on: 2008-06-11 16:50:39 | Rating:

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Been A Long Time
It's been a while since I posted. Needless to say the roller coaster of my life got out of control. I had to find a way to get it back on track. Which involved some really hard decisions that I wasn't happy making, but I made them. Now I live with the results and try to rebuild the life I once......Read More