It's been a while since I posted. Needless to say the roller coaster of my life got out of control. I had to find a way to get it back on track. Which involved some really hard decisions that I wasn't happy making, but I made them. Now I live with the results and try to rebuild the life I once had.

I''ve learned lessons and I've been loved. I've been messed about and done some messing as well. I've been crushed and have been rebuilt stronger than before. This isn't to say that I'm not battered and bruised but I'm not in as much pain as I was. Life has a way of making decisions for you......it's best not to rage against them. Just go with the flow.

Passion has it's place and so does stability. There was a time when I would've given it all up to go for my passion. Life had other plans and so stability it is. There really isn't anything wrong with the life I have. It's a good life. I can learn to be happy here again. Though I think I'll go ahead and skip the passion it has to high a cost and I am not willing to pay the price again.