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Waiting
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I would say that I am bad at waiting, but that's not entirely true. I can wait in line quite patiently, or for a tax refund or some mundane thing. I hate the suspense of horror films the waiting for what ever to jump out and eat you is awful. I hate waiting for the phone to ring when I know a...
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Imalive on 2008-05-14 17:04:39
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Suspense or Anticipation
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One of those.....
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There is a ton of stuff going on internet. I can't seem to write about any of it. Why is that? This is the place that I should be able to say anything and yet here I sit with my secrets held close to my chest. I have a hard time with really letting it all fly. It would probably be a big huge...
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Imalive on 2008-05-13 13:52:37
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Swing Wide
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Taking Time
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I hate it when you have to take your time with big decisions. I just want to make them and deal with the fall out instead of waiting and preparing and having as little fall out as possible. This impulse has gotten me into more trouble than I can say, and so I think despite my desire for...
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Imalive on 2008-05-09 17:11:06
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Change Fall out
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Now what?
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I have spent the last three months being mostly miserable and suffering in silence....well minus the time I spent here. I had pretty much resigned myself to living the life I had. That's changed somewhat. I managed to speak my mind and we'll see where that takes me. How long does one...
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Imalive on 2008-05-08 17:39:00
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Rock This Boat
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Inside my head
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I have climbed inside my head for a little while and shut the door behind me. There are things rushing around in there and I don't have a clue how to put them in order and sort them out. There are questions that need answers and I'm not ready for that. I just want to feel for a little while. Not...
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Imalive on 2008-05-07 12:59:53
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Thinking Feeling
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Imalive on 2008-05-06 18:12:41
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About time
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With or Without
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I've been thinking about relationships lately. How they succeed and fail. The struggle and work that goes into them. How easy it is to just accept what you have and live day to day. Not unhappy but not happy either. For me the deal breaker is the physical aspect of a relationship. I need the...
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Imalive on 2008-05-05 14:54:34
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Physical
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Just this once.......
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Watch closely cause I probably won't do this again....................
I WANT MY BABY BACK!
I swear to god if I was a kid I'm have myself quite the little fit today.
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Imalive on 2008-05-01 17:50:14
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A FIT!
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Here Comes the Sun.......
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Just when you think your doing ok.......................WHAM something pulls the rug out from under you. Which has happened to me the last couple of days. I've been trucking along, mending my heart....trying my best to be happy. Why is it always something small and stupidly insignificant...
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Imalive on 2008-05-01 13:15:24
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Blips
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Sand In Your Britches..........
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I think today I'd like to be the sand in someones britches. What I'd really love to see is for some people to stop their pity fests and start accepting their reality. Yes....life has kicked you in the nether regions and man does it suck. Exactly how many times are you going to keep bringing up...
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Imalive on 2008-04-24 13:15:37
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Musings
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Tissue?
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I started blogging to purge and vent and it helped. I marked the really personal stuff as private and moved on. I have emailed a couple of bloggers to let them know that something they've written has touched me in some way. Lovely people have commented on things that I've written but for...
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Imalive on 2008-04-23 12:18:08
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Whatcha Need
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I asked for something yesterday and I got it. I said I needed to feel something thrilling and guess what?!!! Thrilling I got! There is a teeny tiny little person coming into the world today. People that I love will become parents. They will experience for the very first time what it's...
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Imalive on 2008-04-17 11:09:54
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Unconditional love
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And then this one time......
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I was going to write about my feelings and all that crap but i just can't gear up for it. I don't have another emotional purge in me today. It's the same crap over and over......Wash, Rinse, Repeat. Don't get me wrong it's all still there in a lovely festering pile that I am doing my best to...
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Imalive on 2008-04-16 12:22:55
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Alive
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Thrills
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Where the time goes...............
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The last few weeks have been busy almost manic. The stress of my life has caught up with me and taken what seems to be permanent residence in my shoulder. I have been on a cocktail of muscle relaxers and Ibuprophen for the last week. I am happy to say that my high's seem to be more...
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Imalive on 2008-04-11 12:25:01
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Meds
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To Drivers Everywhere Explicit Content
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I just wanted to take a moment and address some general driving manners. As a general rule if you are going to pull into traffic that is already moving 45+mph it is considered courteous to STEP ON THE GAS!!!! If you fail
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Imalive on 2008-04-02 16:59:00
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Don't Suck
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Why?
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Why is it so hard to quit a job? I mean this job SUCKS.....I don't like them....they don't like me. It sounds so easy right? So simple just quit! Maybe it's the dread of doing my resume or the handing in my notice. The interview process? It would be sooooo much better for me and everyone...
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Imalive on 2008-04-01 12:00:00
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Work Sucks
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After a few.......
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I took a couple of days off. My brain hasn't had any peace in the last month or so. Naturally I did what anyone does on their vacation and moved their living room furniture around. No idea what I was thinking as it looks ok but not like I wanted.....and now it will stay that way if for no...
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Imalive on 2008-03-27 14:38:04
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Get Set Go...............
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Today I would like to share a song with you internet. I'm not going to post it so that it plays wether you want it too or not but I'll post a linky or something so that you can have a listen if you like. I think this song is going to be my theme song for today.
It's...
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Imalive on 2008-03-20 11:24:48
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Get Set Go.
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Doing something wild
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It's been my experience that in the midst of recovery I am driven to do something drastic. Once it was cutting all my hair off. Another time it was dying it a totally different color. I've gotten pierced and tattoo'd. I'm considering both again. Is it the need to change who we...
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Imalive on 2008-03-18 13:46:58
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Tattoo's and other painful things
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One of those days......
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When you walk in the office and you discover your boss had their laptop over the weekend and sent you 20 emails.....Happy Monday. The check engine light in your car comes on.......and then goes off......Hmmmm what does that mean......? It suddenly occurs to you that you may have forgotten...
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Imalive on 2008-03-17 12:36:00
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Monday
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