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"I am only one; but still I am one. I cannot do everything, but still I can do something. I will not refuse to do the something I can do."
Author:Helen Keller
I did get some sleep on Sat. night and went to the Donna Kato class and had a wonderful day making polymer clay jewelry...it was probably the best medicine to get away and get my mind on something else..my girls were so upset that I was not home for Mother's Day but I told them I did what a mom wanted to do for Mother's Day and that was something for me and I had looked forward to this class for a long time so it was a blessing to be busy that day...Then on Monday I had to go and get a barium test for reflux as I am choking on food and throat problems...not fun! I really feel like I am loosing it as I always remembered things and times and I showed up an hour late...they still took me thankgoodness...
My husband then told me how his leg is still giving out when he walks and he has had diarrhea since Friday...I called his doctors and didn't hear back...it really gets so hard to watch your husband just go down hill and not much you can do to help and you have to mentally deal with it and everything else going on daily and try to keep life normal for you girls as much as possible...I have done well for 10 years of this, but it is getting overwhelming and I have to remember one day at a time and somedays just make it five minutes...
My dad we are trying to get an MRI to see what is going on with him...it breaks my heart as I ask everyday how are you feeling? He just tells me something is not me...so he knows it and he knows he is mentally slow...I am thankful for the years we have had and for how close we have become as a tragedy made us become so close so good things do come out of the bad....tears are running down my face as my dad has been my rock through these 10 years...no one can even know how he has kept me going through this nightmare of loosing everything you dreamed of as a little girl and your dad had to keep telling you it is ok and he would give all he had emotionally, physically, and financially to keep my family together! He has been a dad that deserves so much more than I can ever give him back than to be there now for him as he has been there 24/7 for me day and night...
My parents did whatever I needed for 10 years to keep my girls lives as normal as possible and if it meant driving, cooking, laundry, helping with homework, buying cars for them, clothes, and the most important is knowing that Grandma and Grandpa are always there for us! No matter what....we could call .....
Lindsay has two more days and she is getting so nervous...I have my cot ready as we do not leave anyone in the hospital alone anymore after what happened to Kerry...so I am staying Thursday night and my mom is staying on Friday night ....
Here are some pictures of what we did in the class this weekend...it was fun and good to get away....thanks for the emails and comments back...I appreciate the thoughts and prayers...it is what has kept me going! hugs, cheryl
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Posted by Icareforyou on 2008-05-13 06:22:55 | Rating: | Views: 97
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i love this kind of jewelry...i have a ring i bought at the beach bc it is so unique and different....hope all is ok...
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Posted by lastblastkl
on 2008-05-13 19:16:42
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Thinking about you tomorrow and praying for a good outcome. E
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Posted by overthehillandfar...
on 2008-05-14 10:35:53
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