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The more I sit here and do nothing, the more I feel like all of those things he said. Some days my phone doesn't even ring. I lost it. Nobody wants me. My figure is gone, my looks are barely there. What have I become? This bitter, lonely bitch. I hate to think that he was right but I believe he was some of the time. "That's why your mother doesn't like you because your a waste" and I'm glad I didn't get back with you, your a loser"! Everyday it replays in my mind and it hurts so bad like he just said it. So now I'm in a rush to become successful. I want to be for myself but more so I want to prove them wrong. Prove myself wrong. The reason it hurts so bad is because I feel this way already and I look at my body and feel awful. How many 26 year olds don't get laid. I don't even have sex. There's nobody to do it with. Nobody. Everyone is gone now. Most of them by choice and the others were pushed. Its like I have an ugly negative force field around me that repels people from wanting to be around. I'm hurting bad right now.
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Posted by IamwhoIam on 2009-08-24 22:02:12 | Rating: | Views: 41
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