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IamwhoIam's Blogs in August 2009

Day 1
Tonight is my first night in the shelter. However, I am nowhere near sad because the minute I came in there was an emergency meeting in reference to closing the shelter down. The pastor decided that enough was enough and she couldn't handle whatever drama that I'm glad I missed anymore. ......Read More

Posted on: 2009-08-10 23:38:05 | Rating:

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Friday
I think that it's amusing how things really do not go as planned for me. What's up with that? Today was payday at the Agapi House and my share of course was low. For four days pay that would have been less than minimum wage. The pastor's daughter told me that everyone's pay was the same but I'm......Read More

Posted on: 2009-08-14 18:54:36 | Rating:

| Views: 21 | Comments: 0 | Tags: test work luck

My view
The more I sit here and do nothing, the more I feel like all of those things he said. Some days my phone doesn't even ring. I lost it. Nobody wants me. My figure is gone, my looks are barely there. What have I become? This bitter, lonely bitch. I hate to think that he was right but I believe......Read More

Posted on: 2009-08-24 22:02:12 | Rating:

| Views: 42 | Comments: 1 | Tags: sex pain sad alone

Failure
I am such a failure. Once again I lost my insurance because of insufficient funds. I can't do anything right it seems. The car was the one thing I had going for me and again its gone. What the fuck is wrong with me? He had all right putting me down because I am a waste. Why are the smallest......Read More