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Goodmorning
Goodmorning world! This is my first entry and I'm not quite sure where to start. As usual, I am listening to the beautiful and ever so talented Seal sing with his strong delightful voice. He calms me down and encourage's me to think positive and keep going. Let me warn you guys now that I......Read More

Posted on: 2009-03-14 10:01:51 | Rating:

| Views: 33 | Comments: 1 | Tags: Love patience goodmorning Seal

Sadness
I am so sad right now. I don't know what to do. I struggled for so long, sacrificed everything but am left with nothing. Nothing. Nothing. I am a fool. I deserve what I get. Karma doesn't discriminate. I hurt someone. I may have thought it was nothing but it was painful for them......Read More

Posted on: 2009-03-14 12:00:16 | Rating:

| Views: 60 | Comments: 2 | Tags: Karma Hate Sad Sorry

*The son of a b%th had the nerve**
Okie Dokie. I am sleepy and debating on whether I should loose my hair tonight or tomorrow. Hmmm. Don't you hate it when people(men) do things with their hands out? You know what? It's not cool at all. If you want to help somebody, let it be from the goodness of your heart, not your crotch! I......Read More

Posted on: 2009-03-15 21:38:37 | Rating:

| Views: 39 | Comments: 0 | Tags: Exploit Animal cruelty

Love loss
I almost lost faith again. I find it fascinating that I never seem to run out of tears. Is it a sign of weakness or what? Thank goodness for this site! My new outlet from the pain. No more cuts. No more pills. No more trying to convince someone to sell me a gun. Still hurts though. Is love......Read More

Posted on: 2009-03-17 20:08:42 | Rating:

| Views: 34 | Comments: 1 | Tags: Love emotional stress

Nobody knows
I'm pissed off. I am such a big let down to all living things. What man would want to marry me if I can't get my shit together? Who would want the drama like C said? Well, fuck C! Nobody's perfect. Some people's lives are less organized then other's. I wasn't born into riches and growing......Read More

Posted on: 2009-03-17 23:05:15 | Rating:

| Views: 45 | Comments: 1 | Tags: Stress Love Depression

Let me let this go
It's time to let go. Nothing ever seems to work in your favor with this fool. Like he said, it's me. Well maybe it is. I agree that I am not a very trusting person and I do assume alot of things but if you don't know and you ask and get no answer, it's what you do. You put the pieces of......Read More

Posted on: 2009-03-18 08:02:57 | Rating:

| Views: 38 | Comments: 0 | Tags: Trust Thief rape karma

What to do
If I do this, what will I accomplish? I wouldn't know because I wouldn't be here. It would be a retreat to my enemies. They would win. I want to give up because I don't know anything. What to do, where to go, who to be? I never knew. I'm sad which is why I write but the burning is real. I want......Read More