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Something you all should know Explicit Content
So last night te guy I wrote about who motivated me came by to see me. He was in the living room half the time talkin g about the tv shows to the girl that lives here. What he wasn't saying lod enogh for me to hear is the kicker. He was trying to talk to her. He told her that she was very......Read More

Posted on: 2009-11-23 12:49:55 | Rating:

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Wide awake again Explicit Content
I have to stop going to bed so early, it totally throws my schedule off all the time. I must admit that although I am looki ng at the keyboard sporadically I am definitely typing a hell of a lot faster thanks to Rosetta Stone. I just deleted my myspace account due to lack of use, boredom and......Read More

Posted on: 2009-11-22 03:52:01 | Rating:

| Views: 15 | Comments: 1 | Tags: Rosetta Stone lonely boyfriend

A good morning to all
Good morning all! I had a wonderful sleep. It was very refreshing I must say. It's been a few days since I had rest like that. Been busy running around trying to get everything established with school and had a few doctor's visits as well. I feel good though, very lively and accomplished. I......Read More

Posted on: 2009-11-21 11:15:49 | Rating:

| Views: 10 | Comments: 0 | Tags: morning happy books start over

Welcome back "Thoughts"!
So you decided to vanish when I needed you the most. Those two days were most depressing for me and where were you? On vacation oh I mean. having technical difficulties. Luckily I''m a survivor. Oh and thanks for deleting my pics, that was most kind of you too! Well moving on, I just came......Read More

Posted on: 2009-11-20 14:26:48 | Rating:

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This is it!
So I found out that the insurance company deemed my car to be a total loss which of course I know it isn't but instead of disputing it I thought about the facts. I am struggling financially and could use the relief of not having a car note to pay and insurance, I tend to hang out in the city......Read More

Posted on: 2009-11-16 19:55:00 | Rating:

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It's 3:45AM
What am I doing up? Went to bed way too early once again and decided to hit craigslist up and meet someone from strictly platonic. I kind of gave that up before giving it a shot. Craigslist is full of flakes and weirdo's no so a friendship is harder to come by then people would think. I am......Read More

Posted on: 2009-11-16 04:04:48 | Rating:

| Views: 17 | Comments: 1 | Tags: insomnia anger fibroids

Just a Sunday morning
I'm not in the best of moods right now. I don't have my laptop or the money I loaned this idiot. I cant stand an inconsiderate person. A person who knows of your financial mishap and still takes their time to repay you. When I give someone my word I push to follow through. Especially when it......Read More

Posted on: 2009-11-15 11:11:17 | Rating:

| Views: 141 | Comments: 5 | Tags: Sef Esteem

The Village last night
For once, I am not blogging sad stories. I actually went out and had a good time yesterday in the Village. First my friend and I hit some Restaurant/Lounge thing and my greedy self was busy stuffing my face with a good burger. I also had some I think white wine. Then we went down to the lower......Read More

Posted on: 2009-10-11 11:15:22 | Rating:

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My failing self
It's been a while. I have been here and there. K called me. What a surprise. Why did he still have my number? He said that he didn't want any beef and to keep my head up. He hurt me so bad. I still recite his words. The good and bad. I got into a car accident that could have killed me or just......Read More

Posted on: 2009-10-06 12:50:34 | Rating:

| Views: 22 | Comments: 2 | Tags: ambition shame giving up

Failure Explicit Content
I am such a failure. Once again I lost my insurance because of insufficient funds. I can't do anything right it seems. The car was the one thing I had going for me and again its gone. What the XXXXX is wrong with me? He h ad all right putting me down because I am a waste. Why are the smallest......Read More