You have much to offer. But, as your profile says...I'd probably be too much trouble to you. I'd try to change the world and fight things while you would rather let them slide and slither around them like a river. That's what you seem to be. And, rivers don't connect with anything...they just diverge. So, if you want to connect...maybe you have to find some ground to stand on...not let everything just slide. And, when you don't like it, you run the other way? Or do you stand for your beliefs? I know another like you...and she hurts/upsets me deeply because she let me talk to her at work...but nothing more. I tell her I like her...she sees something wrong in me and goes the extreme to stay away.

Lemmings... cute little animals... but when people are that way they might as well be clones or robots, all wanting to be just alike or be perfect. I agree with you that normal is boring.

When you find that person your able to connect with deeply it will be a rewarding thing for you. To not only touch someones heart but also their soul is magik. We all feel different and missunderstood at time... well at least I do lol, I feel at times I am the only person in the world like me... who feels things the way I do or sees things the way I do. It is liberating at times that I am different... but other times it is just lonely... so i understand your blog. And I hope you find peace.