I have a habit of trying to predict how things will play out. If i have plans one night, ill sit there and imagine how it will play out... its never as fun as i hoped.

Mainly because i cant play out the part i hoped for myself. I can never be as social as i want to be.

Also, i often expect people to treat me, the way i treat them. Both good ways and bad ways. I do a lot of assuming, its horrible. I assume what i once used as an excuse,when someone else says it, i assume their doing what i once did.

Like if my boyfriend says "I have to stay an hour later at work" I think he is meeting someone, because with an ex of mine... i would tell him i had to stay at work late, when i was really cheating on him (not proud of that) Even though... in my heart i know my boyfriend isnt cheating on me, but the thoughts in my mind and the guilt that i hold from past mistakes... pretty much scarred me.

Ive been told on many occasions i make things up a lot.. Im just not good with feelings.

Wow... Thank you for those words.. Glad there's someone who understands me x.x

"I'm silly, I'm way much naive, and I dream a lot."

These are not a bad way to be. Being silly lets you deal with life with laughter and joy. Naive is expecting good from everyone and everything. Always a positive way to be. And dreaming? What would life be without dreams.

Just wanted to let you know that there ARE people who care.

(About the people who care) Not that I know of..

Yeah, that's the minor positive side of being silly, naive and of dreaming a lot.. The rest is all damn negative, believe me..

No problem! when i stumble upon things that I can relate to its kind of a promise to myself that i type it out. It helps me recognize the problem and understand it a little better