I talked to THAT BOY (Zane) today off and on. He's still willing to work thinks out but I don't know how to end things with my boyfriend. I just make everything so difficult on myself. I know what I should do and how easy it would be to do it and I would feel free again, I'm just too kind-hearted and I don't want to hurt anyone by being selfish. Zane is gettin really aggrivated with this whole situation because he wants to work things out but I just won't do it for some reason. I'm talking to him right now so I'll get back later.