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I've come to the realization that life really is what you make it. If you wish to be happy no matter what situation comes your way, nothing can possibly stop you. If you're miserable then you let yourself become that way. I've been living in a funk for some time now. I haven't been completely happy in a really long time and I've finally realized that I'll never be happy unless I be true to myself. For a long time I tried to hide things about myself that I thought that people may not accept nor understand. I know now that it doesn't really matter what anyone thinks of me or how they act towards me for that matter, It's how I feel inside about myself that really matters.

I've always been a fairly excentric spirit. I float from one day to the next about all sorts of things. One day I want to go outside and jump in the fall leaves like a child. The next day I want to go to a club and dance my heart out. I'm unpredictable at heart, but I haven't let myself go for a long time because I didn't want people to think I was strange or think that I was "out there". It really shouldn't matter. I'm going to be me regardless.