I had a blog before this one on this site and my ex discovered it. So consequently I had to delete all my blogs and start over. Seriously, Who wants to blog when someone close to them... Read More
Posted by: HydenSeaCrets on 2008-01-02 20:44:13
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I really think that I need to see a phyciatrist. People have been tellin me for years that I'm bipolar and I really want to talk to someone about it, I just don't wanna hear that I have something... Read More
Posted by: HydenSeaCrets on 2008-01-03 19:40:57
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I looked outside my bedroom door I knew I what I was looking for I was looking for a friend you see A friend I lost, who took part of me I searched and searched and tried to find That... Read More
Posted by: HydenSeaCrets on 2008-01-03 20:09:18
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Seven Deadly Sins Survey Wrath -------------- Who did you last get angry with? B... HE'S SO AGGRIVATING SOMETIMES THAT I JUST WANT TO SCREAM. LIKE I KNOW IT'S JUST BECAUSE HE WANTS ME... Read More
Posted by: HydenSeaCrets on 2008-01-03 20:34:39
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Life, in general is just so confusing. I love my boyfriend and all but all I can think about is the 3 month boy (who I'll just call Zane.. because he drives me insane). My current boyfriend was my... Read More
Posted by: HydenSeaCrets on 2008-01-03 20:45:43
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If you've read the previous lust blog and or plan on reading other blogs and want them to make sense you have to understand my relationship issues from the beginning. My boyfriend now (We'll call... Read More
Posted by: HydenSeaCrets on 2008-01-04 00:24:25
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For once in a long time, I'm actually exited about going to sleep. I'm spending all day with B tomorrow. First going to his counseling and then back home for a nap then off to my baby sisters... Read More
Posted by: HydenSeaCrets on 2008-01-04 01:00:11
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Well today turned out even better than I thought. I had an exceptionally good day. If I was australian, I'd be walking around screaming "GOODAYE MATE!!!!!" To everyone I came across. B... Read More
Posted by: HydenSeaCrets on 2008-01-05 00:51:04
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I'm finally going back to being a blonde. I'm a natural blonde but I screwed up my hair by putting too many extra highlights in it and it turned grey. So consequently I got extremely pissed and... Read More
Posted by: HydenSeaCrets on 2008-01-05 13:05:36
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I just got finished watching "War" with Jet Lee and that really amazingly hott guy from "The Italian Job" and "Transporter". That movie is awesome!!! I advise anyone... Read More
Posted by: HydenSeaCrets on 2008-01-06 00:17:15
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The past few days have been actually enjoyable, despite how the last month has been for me. I woke up this morning and played with my dog, Tyson. By the way, if anyone wants a dog they should... Read More
Posted by: HydenSeaCrets on 2008-01-06 00:26:13
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I finally started back to school today. College is so much more interesting that High School. Last semester wasn't all that great because I wasn't focused and fell behind in my grades. I may not... Read More
Posted by: HydenSeaCrets on 2008-01-07 22:18:45
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For the first time since we split up I saw "Zane". I mean, we go to the same school and we have three classes together. I finally realized how much I longed to be JUST FRIENDS with him.... Read More
Posted by: HydenSeaCrets on 2008-01-07 22:53:20
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I've had something EXTREMELY personal on my mind all day. I want to blog about it so bad but I'm afraid of the rude comments people might leave me. It's about a mistake I made about a year ago and... Read More
Posted by: HydenSeaCrets on 2008-01-07 23:00:04
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Almost exactly a year ago I got pregnant. The father was my boyfriend of 3 years now. The news was breathtaking and not in the good way. At the time, I was selfish and only thinking of myself. I... Read More
Posted by: HydenSeaCrets on 2008-01-11 08:33:17
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Why can't I just have my old friends back? The ones who were up for anything and doing stupid and crazy things like me? What the hell happened to them? Sarah only calls me when she needs... Read More
Posted by: HydenSeaCrets on 2008-01-12 16:04:31
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I don't even want to go to the Georgia Dome tonight. I was all exited for this past week because I thought it would be a great chance to hang with Susie and Kris, like old times. Just me, B Susie... Read More
Posted by: HydenSeaCrets on 2008-01-12 16:18:39
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Last night I went with my boyfriend and 3 other couples to the Monster Truck Rally at the Georgia Dome. It was so much fun. I got some awsome pics and drank my beer with my friends and just... Read More
Posted by: HydenSeaCrets on 2008-01-13 14:28:55
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Well, first and foremost, I thought this site would be great to get my thoughts out there and get som POSITIVE feedback. Some people have left good comments and messages which encourage me to... Read More
Posted by: HydenSeaCrets on 2008-01-14 15:43:57
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Why Do I find It so hard to be happy and in love. I mean, I'm happy most of the time, mostly when I'm getting fucked up with my friends, but when it comes to that "special" feeling for... Read More
Posted by: HydenSeaCrets on 2008-01-15 12:50:18
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I need to just give in and tell B I need time to myself. He's too controlling and won't let me be me. I want to go out with my friends, drink, watever and have a good time. I wanna meet new guys... Read More
Posted by: HydenSeaCrets on 2008-01-15 13:51:57
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I want that boy. I need that boy. His gentle, quiet charm, his simple ways, his touch, his face, his laugh. I long for these things among many others. He had this way about him in which he showed... Read More
Posted by: HydenSeaCrets on 2008-01-16 15:49:21
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Smile, laugh, giggle, grin, This feeling I get when I'm with men They say I'm wild And can't be tamed Whore! Tramp! I have been named, This doesn't hold true, This stamp I wear,... Read More
Posted by: HydenSeaCrets on 2008-01-16 16:07:52
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I talked to THAT BOY (Zane) today off and on. He's still willing to work thinks out but I don't know how to end things with my boyfriend. I just make everything so difficult on myself. I... Read More
Posted by: HydenSeaCrets on 2008-01-16 18:01:29
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Someone left me a comment on one of my blogs saying that I just needed to tell my boyfriend how I feel and let him move on instead of dragging him through a proccess that I have no idea how it's... Read More
Posted by: HydenSeaCrets on 2008-01-17 21:14:23
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I've come to the realization that life really is what you make it. If you wish to be happy no matter what situation comes your way, nothing can possibly stop you. If you're miserable then you let... Read More
Posted by: HydenSeaCrets on 2008-01-21 23:27:17
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So, today was absolutely hilarious, I went to Brandon's house and as soon as I walk in he goes straight to the bedroom. He had a long restless day of sitting around the house on his ass doing... Read More
Posted by: HydenSeaCrets on 2008-01-21 23:52:01
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I've been up since 8:30 this morning and running soley off caffeine. I have a class tomorrow and forgot about my 100 question take home test. I just got finished and I'm going to bed. Sucks though... Read More
Posted by: HydenSeaCrets on 2008-01-23 00:27:34
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