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This is one of those nights when I'm just so sick and tired of everything that I just want to scream. I have too much time on my hands on these nights when I'm not at work. My work may be boring and meaningless outside of helping some rich guys make more money, but at least it occupies me. When I'm home I think about what I want and about having a good time and being happy. And none of that is going to happen any time soon.
I'm tired of being patient. I crave excitement and I'm to the point where I don't even care about the long-term consequences. I want to live today.
was down at the New Amsterdam staring at this
yellow-haired girl
Mr. Jones strikes up a conversation with this black-
haired flamenco dancer
She dances while his father plays guitar
She's suddenly beautiful
We all want something beautiful
I wish I was beautiful
I'm tired of responsibility. I'm tired of dealing with doctor appointments and prescriptions. I'm tired of dealing with this damn old house and all its problems and I'm really tired of trying to keep the freaking thing clean on my own. I'm tired of people trying to make me out to be a father and grandfather when I have never created another life. I'm tired of taking jobs for the money and I'm sick of being polite.
Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I'll never see
It may sound absurd:but don't be naive
Even Heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed:but won't you conceed
Even Heroes have the right to dream
It's not easy to be me
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Posted by HungryHeart on 2008-01-27 01:23:37 | Rating: | Views: 133
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I hope life gets better for you. I know what it feels like to be in the state that you are in I am currently there myself...Keep your head up, changes are comming on the wind I can feel them. Good luck to you :D
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Posted by Sengentaro
on 2008-01-27 01:36:08
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You have a right to feel that way and its good to get it all out, keep writing, and keep hope in your heart
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Posted by roe
on 2008-01-28 20:52:20
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Eat some peanut butter, it always makes me feel better....really....don't just shush me, do it! Go get a spoon and set down in a comfy cozy chair cuddle up and eat it slow and savor every single taste of it..trust me, I won't lead you wrong, it works better than a shrinks couch....and if you don't like peanut butter....well.....I guess ice cream works just as good...not making light of your plight, it's just that I think we sometimes forget to make ourselves happy...even with little things, it doesn't have to be a trip around the world or a new corvette...just one simple thing to savor and cherish even if it's for a few minutes a day...I wish you peace today...much peace and big hugs!
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Posted by keepinitsimple
on 2008-01-29 08:54:13
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It's healthy to feel your feelings and express them. Sending along a cup of hot chocolate and a hug. I care that you are feeling sad and overwhelmed. Peace Love & Hugs
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Posted by ColoradoDreamin
on 2008-01-29 17:44:16
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