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So what we all knew to be true was put into words. Now what? Do we move along like nothing was said? Do we retreat back to not making eye contact and trying not to stand too close? Do we use those five words to launch a closer relationship?
Monday was business as usual. I picked the baby up from the baby sitter, N stopped after work to get the baby and talked to her mom about work and the baby's day. (For a while now N has gone out of her way to talk just to her mom when all of us are together, i guess to keep her mom's suspicious mind at ease.)
Since I don't get the baby today, I would normally call tonight from work. I'm not sure if I should. I don't want to crowd her or make her feel uncomfotable. I would like her to tell me what she feels, not just what she thinks. She has a lot of trouble trusting someone enough to do that. She trusts me more than most, but I guess not that much.
Well, as everyone keeps telling me, I need to make myself happy. I've been thinking a lot about that. But I'll save it for another blog.
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Posted by HungryHeart on 2008-05-20 15:02:47 | Rating: | Views: 114
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I hope the confusion passes. I hope N tells you how she feels, but I think she will keep it to herself for awhile.
It's a lot for her to process, even if she had an idea I'll bet it was still a shock for her to hear it.
Go business as usual, you seem to be really close prior to this, no reason why if she doesn't want to step ahead, that you can't stay where you were.
Although I would imagine that will be hard on your heart?
Wish you the best, :)
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Posted by EasyToSay
on 2008-05-20 17:18:17
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I try to look for new blogs all the time, new to me at least
I have only read your most recent stuff and then the start so I have some idea.
If you need an ear that is close in geography and age IM me.
I may not have the complications you do but guy I feel your pain and hope to call you friend.
I know it is hard, I know it seems bad and at times it is, but I think always that maybe tomorrow I will get my miracle, and so will you.
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Posted by whiteknight
on 2008-05-20 17:29:51
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im with you hh, ive been keeping my eye on you making sure you are doing ok, hang in there, its just the intermission.
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Posted by roe
on 2008-05-23 19:12:21
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