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I got to see N all three days this weekend and that made for a great weekend. We had a lot of time to talk and laugh. I ache to touch her and kiss her but I don't think either of us wants to cross that line just yet.
One interesting note is that a guy she used to date saw me driving N's car and told N's best friend, "I guess N is seeing someone new." Her friend played along even though she knew it was me. I get this incredible feeling of pride everytime someone thinks N is my girlfriend or wife and that her baby is our baby.
Will we ever truly be together? Hell, I don't know. I do know that we are supposed to be together. Two people cannot be this drawn to each other by chance.
I want to do the right thing, but what that is becomes more hard to decifer every day. I only hope that God will point me in the right direction. And that N is there at the end of the journey.
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Posted by HungryHeart on 2007-12-17 02:24:48 | Rating: | Views: 107
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oh how i know how you feel... i am married with two kids but i also love someone else... it is so hard.... we spend time together almost every day... the other man and I, but, except the time I actually left my husband, we have never crossed the line again! Good luck to you!
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Posted by Zamicida
on 2007-12-17 02:59:01
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