Let's all take time to BEG God to let me have a good day today. Yesterday was horrible!!! But I desperately need to get back on track. I've had a lot of fabulous days lately, which is probably why yesterday was so bad. I guess I was overdue. But I'm readyy for more smiles.

I don't know what to do when it comes to HIM. He's so confusing. Ugh, I don't know. I'm just rambling. I wish he'd either come out and say 1.) Yeah, I like you, lets go out. or 2.)No, I don't like you so leave me the fuck alone. Either way, at least I'd know the truth, right?

I should talk to T.C.G... She usually knows what to say to make things make sense. My brother helped last night. But then, he always does. And Jason! Holy shit, he's like psychic! I never told him anything about HIM because I didn't want to hurt him. After the whole "thing" with Jason, I've been kind of wary about what I talk to him about, especially when it comes to other guys.

But WOW! Yesterday I told him I was having a bad day, right? And he asks why, of course, and I say I don't know. He wants me to tell him everything, but I tell him I can't. And what does he say?
"Ok, but I don't think you should give up on him yet." Holy shit!!! That seriously scared the crap out of me. And other things he says too. He's psychic.

I need a hug.

"A tale as old as time..."