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I am so glad that things are finally starting to get back to normal as far as his job and all the travelling goes. It was driving me nuts, but he's home now and that's all that really matters. I found out recently that I am CANCER FREE! Words cannot express how happy I am about that. Damein says that 2010 shall be my year, and I kind of believe him. I'm surrounded by good people and great things so there is nothing standing in my way! The only thing that I would really like to happen in 2010 is an engagement...yes I said it, I'd like to be engaged and working on being married. But I'm not going to press it b/c I also want it to happen when it's supposed to happen. I want him to want to be with me forever. No pressure on his part but I'm hoping that he meant that 2010 would be like our year. We've been through so much together and I think that there is nothing that we can't handle together. I mean after all we do look great together on all fronts. I was talking to my cousin yesterday who has been married since she was 20 and she kind of wants me to press him out for it and it was kind of getting on my nerves b/c I'm thinking just b/c getting married young worked for you doesn't mean it's going to work for me. I'd like to do things a certain way, for instance, I wanted to go to school and complete that and be in my career before I got married and had children. And I'm doing just that. I'll have my Juris Doctor Degree by Christmas and will be working in my CAREER field come January...then I can focus on marriage. But until then, I'm not stressing it. But she sure is stressing it big time, asking me if I've prayed about it and all of that stuff. All the while in the back of my mind I'm thinking, calm down, when it's time for me to get married I will. At the end of the day, I love Damein and want to be with him forever, but that has to be a mutual feeling and we both have to be ready for that commitment b/c once we take that step, there is no going back.
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Posted by HisDollBaby on 2009-11-05 08:39:02 | Rating: | Views: 10
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