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I haven't been on here for what feels like forever.
Could be because i dont use the internet at home anymore due to huge internet bills that my parental unit have to pay.
I am at school at the moment and have a few issues that i can only talk to one person about.
My vent person is now Chris.
He lives in NSW and even thou i have never met him we are pretty good friends.
He is friends with a guy i go to school with so i met him that way.
I tell him everything. He knows everything about what is going on, my inner most feelings and relationship issues.
Just so you know when you read this, i now have a boyfriend.
We have been together for 6 weeks as of today and his name is Andrew.
Through Andrew i have met some new people. These people mainly being Calum and Cookie but there is also Matty, Dale, Ross, Renee, Jade, Chris, Macca, Joel and Sean.
It turns out that Calum likes me and i have a strange feeling that i am falling for Cookie. It isn't a good thing as both of these people are who Andrew would concider to be good friends.
Tut tut
Chris (NSW personage) comes up here in 33 days so i get to meet him. He knows my feelings towards Cookie and his theory is that you can look but just dont touch.......
Knowing me, this whole thing is going to end up just like the Brenden incident.
It's almost as if i like hurting people......
If you actually met me and knew the type of person i am outside of my confused, messed up internet life you would not expect that of me.
I'm not the type of person who likes to hurt others but maybe due to my life i like the idea of making people feel some of the emotional pain i have had to deal with.
Who really knows
Who knows what my mind is trying to tell me......
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